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Its Been A while

2006-02-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

Yes yes i know its been quite a long time that i've wrote something in my live journal or blog...well now i will start update something..

ok new stuff would be this...my trip to genting..people who are involves with this of course my lovely gurl, then my fellow frens which is shin, kagenn, heal, kaede , dusty and ezel...it was a splendid trip for me despite the fact that i hate...as in REALY HATE GENTING...there is some history into it..and i think most of them already know about it...

Day 1

We met at KL sentral..took my breakfast chicken lasagne there...its been a while that i met my gurl...so the first thing i met her is...a jaw dropping effect...i donno what kind of feeling is this..but its grows lot stronger as we spend more time together...she is as always..cute, chicky A BIT NOTTY.....overall a lovely person...after all ther people gathered at our promised place..we went off to the bus stop..which is somewhere at the entrance of kl sentral..we move in the bus around 11 am and reach genting skyway around 12 pm if im not mistaken..we had lots of fun..took the cable car to genting...and straight go for our hotel room which already ben booked by shin and kagenn..shin and kagenn is a new fren i've just met during this genting trip...shin is cute, despite of her cuteness she is clever and reliable...as for kagenn..he is one nice friendly guy..who are also reliable..ehehehe...i some how think that shin and kagenn is actually dating..ermmm...i have no idea..hehehe

Rest for while at our hotel room...then off we go for the indoor themepark..we paid for the everything u can play ticket...and we enjoy whole day with it...starts with some slow rides...then a fast ride...and some haunted house...yada yada yada...owh yeah rock climbing...and the lovely bumper rides..we ate and then we went back to our room...set up PS2..eat cup noodles..hahaha..then we al off to sleep..around 2 something i think nobody around me is awake...it has 2 bed..so we all simply sleep around..i cant sleep the entire nite..all starts from the normal snoaring..and then to someone howling like a ghost..handphone battery low alert until the phone realy died...aihh...

Day 2

Others woke up..around 6.30am and they start chattinf..some go and took their bath one by one...then we off for breakfast...it is very cold and very misty in the morning..due to the rain earlier in the morning...my gurl kinda sick during second day...well actually some of them are sick..i have no energy due to not having any sleep...but hey..i think i have some extra battery somewhere implanted in my body..then get ticket for outdoor..play almost all of the rides...go cart, rollercoaster..flying coaster name it...hehehe..then eat lunch..my gurl were having some hard time eating...due to gastrik...after lunch i bring her to a banch...and let her sleep...as her resting..then the others came..and we went for outdoor themepark again..play some rides..and our last ride would be ermm..its not actually our last..but hehehe..i, kagenn and shin didnt join this because we dont want to get wet...after that rides...we went back to cable car...went back to kl sentral...have some personal chat with my gurl a lil...i think we should do more of this chat thing..so we could understand each others more...i would love to know more about my gurl...hehehe...then arrived at kl sentral..eat dinner...take train...arrive at her stop...give her a goodbye kiss...and there i go all the way back to cyberjaya...and thats it..

today..i kinda pissed with one statement stated by my lecturer...i cant say much back..because its in my blood not to give up to anger..and give back a sweet revenge...

Yay

2006-01-27T13:09:00.000+08:00

Alrite...i check my result this morning...and yesh...I PASS ALL MY SUBJECTS...and add up more to my pointer...wheee...just need to see the real pointer result...

Lots of things happen lately..lets put it up in point form

1 . Me no more single..and im happy with my gurl
2 . I done a few photoshoot for few cosplayers and lots more to come this year

Embla's Photoshoot [OXIDE : WAR OF GENESIS]

Anna's photoshoot [HE IS MY MASTER]

3 . I bought new phone Sony Ericson w800i
4 . Upgraded my PC

Yeah..its been a happy happy world for me now...im going back to penang for CNY...going to meet my fellow frens and my lovely mom...not to forget my sister...i wonder how she look like now..i miss my family in a way..yah thinking of everybody else went back...hehehe..thats it i so wanted my mom nasi ayam special...hehehe...alrite then see ya next time..

Happy..

2006-01-04T12:14:00.000+08:00

Hi..its me again..well its been a while since i put my crap over here...well the reason would be rather obvious..since im quite busy with my assignments this semester..but yeah..i love this semester..and now we already in year 2006.

I met few more friends and a special person..this person realy is make my life change a little..though we never actually met each other in real life...wait actually we did but i didnt realize it..she's cool, cute, pretty...i donno now i keep on thinking about her..well always wait for her to go online and such...hahaha i go crazy already...actually we already knows each others feelings...but we never comeout to the conclusions yet..too bad..LOL..sabar sabar..hehehe..HOMG IM IN LOVE...*squeeek*

alrite in the other hand...i just finish my long long video music documentary...yes i done it alone...and i knida piss at my fellow crew..when they complain at me that i didnt give them the chance to contribute in editing part...well i then give them one..only 30 second simple task...only first 30 second of the video..wrong here and there..and its very important at the audio part..which they make error..and heck 4 of them didnt realize that..come on..u guys are 4 people..go to the same class as me..and gives more concentration in class then me and write notes in lecture while i didnt write notes just listening to my Japanese track in my mp3 player (yeah long hair rawks..lecture didnt realize i wore earphone underneath that)....

Cosplay was fun, christmas is yeah...i receive lots of candies and present..even a dinner at Marriot putrajaya..which is so cool..im now going to complete 2 more costume..i think ill do it in holiday..because im not yet go for meterial hunting..and Yukata..yesh i need to make one yukata for this years Bon Odori..GACC event..ermmm another cosplay in melaka..Bleach photoshoot is next month..location still not sure..Anbu photoshoot...well this one just a private photoshoot of me as anbu itachi , onee chan mei kuan as anbu shizune (im still designing the costume)and aunty carol as anbu Ino (still need confirmation)..now no more class..and we are actually in study week now...i not even study...lol..alrite my final exam gonna start soon..and my 3 weeks holiday gonna start...i decide not to go home..maybe will but just for a while..T-T

ermmm...where is aiko when i need her...*search for Aiko* T-T

Comic Fiesta 2005 >.<

2005-12-21T08:05:00.000+08:00

Well not much to update..i just loves both days..lots of photoshoots and as from my camera i shall post it here afterwards. Well day one i cosplay as ayasegawa yumichika and day 2 i cosplay as anbu version of itachi.

Day 1
Character = Ayasegawa Yumichika
Series = Bleach

Day 2
Character = ANBU itachi
Series = Naruto

And here i post two links of my photobucket pictures

Comic Fiesta Day 1

Comic Fiesta Day 2

If happen u guys wanted to keep the picures for personal use its ok, but if u guys wanted ot reupload it on website or forum and some sort, please state from where u get the pictures or credit to me.

Thanx ^^

From my LJ

2005-11-22T19:48:00.000+08:00

Choose a band/artist and answer the following questions using only their song titles as answer.
My choice: Ellegarden

1. Are you male or female?
Pizza Man
2. Describe yourself.
Lonesome
3. How do SOME people feel about you?
Insane
4. How do you feel about yourself?
Bored of Everything
5. Describe your ex-girlfriend/ex-boyfriend.
So Sad
6. Describe current girlfriend/boyfriend.
Missing
7. Describe where you want to be.
Middle of Nowhere
8. Describe how you live.
Dancing in a Cirle
9. Describe how you love.
Supernova
10.What would you ask for if you had just one wish?
The end of the World
11.Share a few words of wisdom.
Dont trust anyone but Us
12.Favourite things.
My Favorite Song
13.Describe your day.
A thousand Smiles
14.Now say goodbye.
Sliding Door

ahahaha..now whoever wanna do it..please do..and let me know..me want to see

im back

2005-11-21T12:27:00.000+08:00

alrite...i think i abandon my blog for quite sometimes now..because m lazy to update stuff...ok raya was fun..langkawi trip was cool...yesh i got my set of kodachi aka short katana...then yesterday go watch harry potter and the goblet of fire..it was nice great movie..just that lots of stuff are not inside the movie..perhaps if they put all of it in..its gonna be hell long movie..or they might aswell have to put it into two parts..university...are kind ok too..already have assignment actually..well then i guess thats all for now..in next update i might posted some pictures of my new sister and langkawi trip..ok cya

so long and goodbye...

2005-10-09T12:43:00.000+08:00

alrite..ok..i finish my first phase of packing..the second phase would be this Pc..ehehehe

my flight gonna be at 8.50 pm..meaning after my "buka puasa"..goshujina-sama will pick me up and send me to the airport KLIA..thus after that took MAS airline and fly to my house in penang..and my mom shall fetch me..wait i think her friend will drive since that my mom is pregnant now..and yes this is one of the reason i go back this early..owh i miss penang so much..

well of course i gonna miss u guys too..ahahahaso yeah...exam is good..and i guess i gonna have long vacation this time...wheeee

Its Ramadhan people..

2005-10-05T11:26:00.000+08:00

Ok today is the first of ramadhan..and yes it feels so calm and nice but..ouch my eye still hurt..i was trying to continue my 3d modelling "theory" part so that atleast i could answer some question in the exam..but owh well..i can always start my revision after this..i still have around ermm 2 and half hour to go..i guess that should be enuff...*pulls hair*

Goshujin-sama surprised me again yesterday..when she told me not to take the bus and she ask me to take the plane instead...she said she will support me with the tickets of MAS airline back to penang...i was like..wah so terharu..thanx a lot goshujin sama..so the flight would be on 9th this sunday..well another 3 more papers to go..and i think i better of now..jya

Ara?

2005-10-04T06:27:00.000+08:00

owh today the battle begins..ehehehe..and i still play around..i chated with my friend few days ago about study...she have the same view as i am about studying..well i would like to tell u guys now that i hate study [pull stop], thats why sometimes people ask me to go study for exam..and they would see me playing games or doing something else instead of study..well for me..i love to do something practicle rather then all thise theory shit..cuz i believe doing something practicle works better then having theory thinggy with books and exams..cuz i myself experince it...where i get great marks in this certain subject every semester...but when finish that particular semester i forgot everything about it..owh ya..like what im doing now too..im suppose to start my first gaze on the notes for this morning's paper..but what did i do now..*rolls eyes*...

Why i study?..ermmm so that i could buy the ticket..in this case the degree scroll...to actually get a job in future..to support my family..i donno i always have this feeling that i actually live not for myself...i live for others...with all those responsibility on my shoulder..haihh..until when i should carries all this burden..yeah burden..at first when u think of it as a favor...but after a while it becomes burden..and i guess i should stop doing all this kind of stuff..but the question is when?..ok enuff of that...all my assignment i've done this sem like 3d modelling, human resource and multimedia interactive is few of the subject that i kind of satisfied with my performance..sales management..i dont think so..look..there is one problem there..morning class...u know i cant stand morning classes...its like bweekkkk...but owh well..what i can do now...to sit for the exam and try as best as i could to score great marks...

Tomorow..would be the first day of Ramadhan...well i love ramadhan..the month where for me..i feel like all my sense is clear...im away from doing bad things..ermm such as..swearing and shit..there i go again..i hope i can stop say all this shit..omh fuck..nooo...ok ok calm calm..peace peace..ehehehe..ill be going back to penang finally, and planning to bring back my pc there...but how..i still been working on it though..the last thing i can do is..carries the cpu all the way from cyber to penang..heck if im there in penang...i donno what to do..my mom will go to work..and ill be at home doing nothing..owh yeah there is something to do...like playing ps2...but there is none of any game i want to play..all japanese rpg finish playing and so do english...haihhh..side from that im pretty much sure that i have to cook meal for "berbuka puasa"..if i go malas..i might be going to do pasar nearby..wearing long pants this time...bah i tell u this..last time i went pasar with a quater short pants....and there is this Imam or something like that stop me and ask me to tutup aurat..what the fuck...weyh im wearing quater pants..for those who know me rite..quater pants is like a slightly long pants for me..cuz im so short..bah

After the modelling assignment..i kinda like to keep models..well ntah i also donno..i have my first collection from EVA last saturday..the pairs Rei and Asuka Grimrock edition..well i get it for good price though..when i compared with the real price on the net..owh yeha..i kinda happy aswell..that me and this friend of mine are no more having the relationship of cats and dog..i hope the old stuff between me and her never happen again..as what i believe in myself..im now a different man..wait most people still call me boy..ok me like to list the nickname i receive just few months back..babyfritz, fritzdolphie, doll, plushie, puppet of death ermm what else..hahaha its not like i dont like it ok..its ammuse me in a way..okla..i think i should stop now...and get started with my so call theory studies...*pulls hair*

Fuh...PHEW

2005-09-25T13:02:00.000+08:00

Phew...i thought i lost my blog d...ehehehe luckily its still here..*hugs teh blog and never let it go*

I guess it must be, because of the maintainance process done by them, anyway my life is quite tiring lately, lots of submission and presentation has been done, now only one more submission and then straigth for my Final exam, whoopy...then this time finally ill be going back to my sweet hometown malaysia's food paradise in penang..As always i meet new friends almost everyday..most of them are superbly nice...ehehehe thanx guys..as for cosplay i realy need to do teh design for the hakama and gi and captain houri of teh 10th divission already...and yeah a group of ANBU cosplayer invited me to be one of their group cosplayer..which means in my case most prbably ill be teh ANBU itachi..ehehehe...

well thats all for now then..there will be more updates soon..as for those who need to talk with me, need consultation and such..this might be the best time knowing that im not quite busy anymore..and i apologize for not layaning teh sms and msn and irc and yahoo's massage send by u guys to me..cuz im dead busy like a ermmm u guys think of something..ehehehe

an evening with Jo-ann

2005-09-02T10:12:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeee...it was fun yesterday..should note the date down...hehehe..jo-ann and me go to the mines yesterday...just hang around..chit chat a lil bit..talk about cosplay..yearbook and sparc..yada yada..ok a lot..hahaha...we went for bowling game first..a few strike and spares but the score is not as great as b4...haih..am i getting worsen or what...me teach the step of me bowling to jo-ann...but yeah its hard la to learn in about few second..hehehe..*kayuh slow slow*...ermmm after that we went to ermmm search for jai's digi starter pack..he wanted a number with lots of six in it..and i heard something about this number...hahaha...ok nevermind..then jo-ann ask me..if there any cloth shops around..so i lead her to the top floor..so we browse around for any suitable cloth to be make as yukata...jo-ann in yukata = teh luv *wink wink*...then we ask each other "what to eat?"..end up we go to the thing look like river there in the mines...and look at the fish..it surprise me to see lots of ikan keli in it..or is it semilang...gah whatever..it looks very big too...nyaaa me and jo-ann plan to illegally fish some of it..but nah it wont work...then go for Kenny Rogers...eat and talk about dungeon and dragon and other stuff..yeah i got myself teh banana flavor muffin..and u know who come out in my mind?..nadya...*evil grins*..i want teh muffin to be in her mouth and i shall bluf him saying that it is vanilla..hahha...im evil...just hope she dont read this entry..gahahaha...pastu what we do huh..owh it was around 7.40 pm so we go off back to cyber..but b4 that jo-ann bought a small teddy and something that can contain something..*garu kepala*..arrive in cyberia..me teh tired and terus titon...wahahaha...and yeah..jo-ann dont worry i have lots of fun..

aik my house phone ringging...yeha it works..the house phone work d..then can pasang streamyx..yeah

wheeeeeeee.....

2005-08-28T15:10:00.000+08:00

Last weekend and this weekend ish teh cool day ad happy day for me..nyuuu..gohsujin sama bring me to time square last week..she belanja me a japanese food..aiyo whats the name of the restourant again,,, forgot d..but its expensive la one thing for sure...it was me, bulma, nadya, caine, voobee and rai...go for reatil theraphy for a bit..i saw lots of things i want to buy..but gah..ptptn money not yet here...then we went anime tech, the time machine (model shop)and yeah goshujin sama brought the set of Advent children model...its tehe nice..sephiroth and vincent ish teh gorgeous but sorry to say tifa...u sux...hahaha..why they make tifa not look as nice as the other two character..me saw EVA series model...and came idea.actually more like a backup idea for my assignment 3d modelling..i decide on doing 3d character instead of model environment or the most popular proposal of all..IKEA showroom..that is one of the new topic they put...base on demand or popularity i guess..okok talk about this later..after whole day lurking around in time square we decide to eat again...goshujin and rai...hahaha they gone on beserk genki mode..and when to the Borders searching for teh Yaoi manga i think..gehehehe..thus me, voobee, nadya and caine seat for the feast...nyuuuu..right after that we went to ampang ek..i donno..eat aiscream and then when straight home...thats my first time meeting voobee..and yeah he was surprise after seeing me again on the next monday..seing how wild i am...gahahha..well not thta wild..im just a boy who people thinks that im an innocent bastard..gahaha

Well this whole week was hell for me...assignment, presentation and add with photoweek...shish..and next week will be hell for me aswell..i have to do presentations, submissions..and have to start doing director and flash and video editing and last but not least i plan to complete teh 3d modeling characters body or head first...owh on 3d i've decide on modelling Eva 01, the purple color angel which piloted by the none then others, the faggot shinji...hahaha..a confuse boy, mangsa padophile and ermm i donno what else to say...hehehe..i show the blueprint and some sketches i make to the lecturer..and she was happy with it...and obviously i think she knows and do watch anime..yeah *high 5*..as for director..i did a last minute job for the presntation..it was a failure..but ermm..the lecture said it was good..just need to make the interface bigger..but but but..me like to create interface which has small font size..and everything small..so it looks more ermm nice i guess..

Yesterday...goshujin take me to nadya's house...we cook cook..play with cats..guu ish her name..i still donno why guu keep sleeping near me..and heck guu ish not the first cat...hahaha..so the menu is potatos(nice nice desu), brown sauce (me love it), and speghetti...yatta me eat teh lots of time..and thanxx goshujin..tapau me some of the food..me arrive home oni..terus eat the food..cuz me stilll hungry..hahaha ur pet kuat makan but not gemuk gemuk lagi...after we eat...we go for a ps2 game session..at first nadya challenge me for tekken 4 game..ok it was ermm fair and square game...i can say she is good..uing christie boleh la...hahaha..me first time use steve and i think he is good..dodging then punch...dodge dodge punch..then stun punch..yeah..then rai said we should play King of Fighter..and hahaha..i was like..omg i never play KOF on ps2 before...i did play KOF before..pc version..which is about 3 years ago...but hehehe...i still can play..do power some more..after all that..we watch movie..i fall asleep..so mengantuk d..then after the movie over..goshujin send me home...and thus yong came to my house with some game..Tales of legendia..Gundam Seed Destiny Generation CE and Namco X capcom the RPG game..we try out all this game..and yeah shouting and "tercengang" is the normal thing last nite...cuz all of the game are teh cool ad nice game to play..especially Tales of Legendia..graphic nice..intro nice..BGM nice..menu nice..character design nice (samurai champloo style of design)..and yeah this game is nice...and i read on the net that..it is difinately going to be a US release...in other word..english version is going to come out..

and now here i am..still mengantuk though..but assignments..haih..alrote then i think this is long enuff..bye

Big MEME

2005-08-15T13:56:00.000+08:00

// currently listening to some sound la...XD

1. Full name : Mohamad Siratul Akma bin Mohamad Ali Shahbuddin (its long i know..*SWT*)
2. Nicknames : Fritz, Shun Fujiwara, Furitsu
3. Eyes : Black i think.
4. Height :ermm not sure la..maybe around 160 ++
5. Hair : I think its black..but sometimes brown..i donno..hahaha
6. Siblings : i think i have 4 and gonna get another one soon..me the olders one..
7. Do u like to sing in the shower? : Nope.
8. Do u like to sing in the toilet? : XD
9. Birthday: 30th of June 1985.
10. Sign : Cancer
11. Address : Cyberia Condominium in Cyberjaya
12. Gender : Male.
13. Righty or lefty : Right.
14. What do you want in a relationship most? : Honesty, cuteness and happiness
15. Have you ever cheated on someone : yeah i cheated to myself and everybody always
16. Martial status : single
17. Do you have a car? : No.
18. What kinda car do you have/want? : Sports or Small car (peugeot 206)

FAVORITE QUESTIONS:

19. Movie : Anything nice
20. Song : Jrock, Indie, any Rock and Emo
22. TV Show : The Green Screen, Whose line is it Anyway, The Apprentice and etc etc.
23. Actor : Johny Depp.
24. Actress : no idea
25. Food : Chocolate, Chinese food
26. Number : 1 and 7
27. Cartoon : Anime
28. Disney : Shrek 2
29. Colour : White, black, red.

LOVE LIFE ETC

30. Do you plan on having children : Yupp.
31. Do you want to get married : Yupp.
32. How old do u wanna be when you have your first child : Ermm..not so sure..around 30 or something
33. How old do u wanna be when your married : around 27 maybe..or until i get my stable work
34. Would you have kids before marriage: No..dun wan
35. Do you have a b/f or g/f : NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
37. Do you have a crush : Nope i guess..busy with work and assignment oni.

EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)

38. Music/TV : Music.
39. Guys/Girls : Girls ish Luv.
40. Green/Blue : Blue.
41. Pink/Purple : pink..purple ish universal color for gays
42. Summer/Winter : Winter.
43. Night/Day : Night.
44. Weird saying I have : "Nya."
47. What school do u go to? : School..me in university now..Multimedia University.
48. Have you ever taken drugs? : Nope.
49. What's a major turn on for you? : My Life
50. How far would you go on a first date? : Depends, depends.
51. The PERSON you know who is...

Funniest : Jaideep.
Happiest : Jo-ann (u always smile and look happy happy..me like it *glomops*.
Strangest : Yong.
Most Caring : People that cares for meeeeeee.
Tallest : Peh tee lun and Anan Amphawan me school friend.
Smartest : Anan and Song.
Best All Around Person : everybody i loves

52. Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? : Jo-ann,GK,Akak-Tuna,Munirah and mama-lego.
53. What do you think of soul mates? : im not sure until i found one...
54. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? : Nope. I will stay loyal to one. ^o^
55. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? : J Drama.
56. What's something about guys/girls you don't get? : I dont understand humans
57. Are you happy? : Happy but Bitter..thats my life.
61. Silver or gold : Silver.
62. Diamond or pearl: Pearl.
63. Sunset or sunrise : Sunset.
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping (to swim in the nude): XD No.
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: YES!
66. Do you have any piercings? : Nope.
68. What song are you listening to right now? : None.
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? : Japan
71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? : Person who care about me..
72. What's your favourite sport? : Basketball
74. What makes you happy? : Happy Thoughts eventhough its fake..*sigh*
75. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get/buy? : PS2 game..ermm Fatal Frame 3, Kingdoms Heart 2, Final Fantasy 12, Grandia 3 and Shadow Hearts 3
76. Do u wear contacts or glasses? : I wear glasses
77. What's the best advice given to you? : me take most advice from myself..others not much
78. Have you ever won any special awards? : to much for me to list
79. What are your future goals? : hapiness.
80. Worst sickness you ever had : chicken pox.
81. Do you like funny or scary movies better? : funny.
82. On the phone or in person? : in person.
83. Hugs or Kisses? : depands on person but can i have both instead..hahaha
84. What song seems to reflect you the most? : errr...banyak..one of it ish Broken wings Ending of Trinity Blood
85. If you die tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? : I have nothing..maybe yong can have my ps2 and azam take my PC
86. Do you have any enemies? : Ermm not sure...
87. What is your greatest fear? : Lost my memories..i lost it once..and its scary and very sad.
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? : donno.
89. What time is it in Albania now? : i have no idea
90. Have you ever been in love? : Yeah, but if that is love i dont one to fall in love again.
93. When was the last time you talked to the person that you like : I forgot. X)
96. Do you have any pets? : No.
97. Are you an alcoholic? : No.
98. Who sent this to you? : Tagged by yuu_chan
99. What do you think of this person : Lovely, Very nice..me love her shoo much..*glomps*
100. Do you want your friends to write back?: Oh yesh.

now who else read this..who feel wanna do it..feel free to do it..wheee

Bah i tought i get over it..

2005-08-13T17:44:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to the sound of the "kipas"

Past,future and present..i hate to think about those..it always make me feel worried and such..i was ok for about i donno for past few months..yeah having the thoughts of simplicity in almost everything..but today..after receive call from my mom..i started worried about the upcoming future...nyaaaaaaaaa...but owh well i hope its only for today..and i hope its not for long...i want to forget about this...but its very important as well..i guess after today ill forget about it first and start be my normal self again...the so call happy go lucky...

Bah..a few assignment need to be done..but yet nothing has been done..sometimes its very tiring when u become a leader of few projects..

i need to rest from this LIFE im in...

Hzzy Days

2005-08-11T13:31:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Rie Fu - I So Wanted

lots of weird things happen lately..im not sure myself..im confuse..whats up with all the msg i receive from few particular person..i even receive calls from them asking me out all of sudden..but hahaha sorry im confuse..i donno what is ur main purpose of doing so..im not the person u knew before...i might look the same..but i did a lil bit of tweaking here and there...i learnt a lot of stuff from the past..and i learn a few trick to stay a live in this cruel world...i live my life in a happy sweet but bitter life now..well thats the best i could get for now..ok lets update on a few of my performance shall we...

My classes are good..as always being a leader is not that easy..u have to be responsible to do it..and im a group leader for 2 classes..Human Resource and Multimedia Interactive...as for Human Resource we have to do presentation once every two weeks..it was fun though..the lecture let us do anything we wanted..as long as the presentation do explain the Human Resource element in it...my first attempt was good..we got fulll mark of 20 plus 4 extra mark..i feel so happy cuz i do all on my own..i understood that all my group memebers are older then me..and i heard that they have exam so i dont want to "kacau" their study..so i do all on my own..as people who knew me well..doing group assignment alone is my specialty...like my mom said to me b4.."u are the only son that can live alone without others to guide u, if u lost ur way, u will think of a way to get out of the mist"....i trust that words only worth me if i realy do so..multimedia interactive design subject...we were suppose to do a flash animation with director plus some other elementr such as video and sound effect...interactivity and stuff like thta...we were suppose to do it in about 2 weeks time..but hey why not do it a nite before the submition if u could do it..well in my case i manage to do the best project in my class..they do it earlier but sorry to say guys...my work is lot better then u guys..its like a WIN WIN situation...wheeeeeeee

Now my way of thinking is a lil bit different..i think in simpler way..simple mind and simple life would always leads to easier way to live..i donno thats my theory..think in simpler way does not mean im not be able to think critically and being paranoid once in a while...i make a lot of new friends again..fuah fuah fuah..me shooooooo happy..

p/s : there is this two indian idiot in my house..so call wiring engineers...bah take this middle finger

Its been a while...

2005-08-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

// currently listening to errr..something

alrite here a short update..sorry just a short one..i donno what to write..but yeah just wanna let u guys that im find..holiday..ermm kinda kewl..doesnt feel that lonely..like other holiday before this..we had sessions on last monday..it was pretty fun..we did lots of stuff..currently my iaiblade are at level 2 and become the first wielder of one of the elemental artifact...i receive the artifact Orb of air..i still donno how does the things work though..

yesterday Bulma-san come to my house..want to pinjam my camera..she bought me Big Mac set meal with sundae chocolate..suki suki suki..after that what i do huh...owh designing and check out character discription of each people..cuz yong suggest that i draw all characters..the npc and pc..hehehe..i guess thats all for now

owh yeah if anything happen..im not online for few days..it means they mess up with this house connection after set up the telephone line..and after 4 days i might gonna get the streamyx..*dance with joy*

Bon Odori..

2005-07-18T10:40:00.000+08:00

//Currently Listening to Flow - Days

Ok lets get started..today morning wake up late..have no mood to go for class..so here i am..updating my entry..ok last saturday as u guys knnow or might not know about it..its Bon Odori day..and of course Harry Potter : Half Blood Prince day..hehehe but i choose to go for Bon Odori in matsushita stadium in shah alam..ok lets recap..saturday morning wake up..play Never Winter Nights for while..my Arcane Ranger kick some dragons ass..gahahaha..then around 2 o'clock goshujin-sama with rai-kun and cain-chan off to nadya's house..bla bla bla..the purpose we go to nadya's house is..to get dress..hahaha..the result..look below

Bwahahaha..yeah thats me..i receive lots of comment saying i look like a gurl in that picture..hahaha..owh well thats not a bad thing rite...im a man and my mom's son aka her protector..bwahahaha..last time a stranger got whack with my fist after he attempt on flirting my mom..poor that tall guy can do anything to me cuz im fast..faster then him..bwahaha..i gave him a capoera move..sorry mister stranger u pick the wrong mom to flirt with..bwahahaha im so evil..owh another thing about the picture..the pink wall..that is not my wall..its my fren's house's wall..

Ok back to the Bon Odori..we stop by one Petronas Station..i go to Mesra Kiosk to buy some stuff and withdraw money..people look at me one kind..and hahaha i heard people shout Samurai-San..at the counter where i want to pay my stuff..they ask me.."got any occasion?" she ask..i said "yes, Bon Odori..in Matsushita Stadium Shah Alam" i answer her question and off to the car..

Arrive at the venue for bon odori..moved in..take the "uchiwa"..slip it at my hakama's hard back..*DONE*..then go for food hunting..the first person i saw was Bunny-Chan..hehe..we eat Tako Balls..then some chicken satay i guess..some ais cream pao..i donno my goshujin-sama feed me with lots of stuff which i dont remember..bwahahaha..met yong and the Geng..then Ruki-chan called..so met her and took photo with her..she has one nice tatoo at her neck..cool..Then Goshujin-sama bought me green tea and tie me with a baloon..she said this way easier for her to search for me..hahaha..The event then started..i did not go join the dance..cuz one reason...lots of people call asking me to met them..and one more weird reason is..stranger keep asking me to take photos with them..kuikuikui...then go lepak with Comic Fiesta People..see lots of people..GK-chan aka my adik chan arrive so we hug hug and take photos together with our Mama-chan..wheee..it was fun..then my adik-Lipas also arrive..she ish teh run here and there until she accidently hit my left eye..itaieee..u poked ur "kor kor"'s eye..it hurts..then Yuu-chan..she look kawaii with her red Yukatta..but but again we did not take picture together..*sigh*..then met Daru and the geng..they shocked when they got to know that im shun fujiwara in CF forum..hahaha..Chat with Hanzo for while about the bleach cosplay costume..then there is few CF or Cosplay underground forumers come to me and guess my nick in forum..some got it right..some got it wrong..hehehe..nevermind that..i was fun..Teh-O and Ciel buli me a lot..saying i look realy like a gurl and all..hahaha..then they start pulling my hair..they said my hair ish not real..they said i wear Wig la and such..but guys trust me..thats my real hair..ok

Owh owh..the toilet accident...i wanted to go to the toilet..then the person who in charge of the toilet leads me to the gurls toilet..this is what he said.."this way, this way, HAIT"..i blur sekejap..then straight said to him that im a malay guy..he then terkejut and let me into the guys toilet..haiyoo..Towards the end..chat with adik-Lina for while..then when the event is over..we go back la..hehee..thats all for the event..it was real fun though..Thanx to everybody..

//for other pictures.. click here ..sorry just few pictures..others quite blur..

Im back ONLINE

2005-07-12T14:56:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Tomoko Tane - Let Me Hear

basicly i would like to say that im back online..using this appartment free internet service called MyKris..its slow but better then nothin..as for my condition..better then ever..happy happy...very teh happy..hehehe..ma goshujin-sama want to belanja me cake tonite after dinner..she wanted to celebrate my belated birthday..yatta..alrite back to assignment..more update soon..sore jya

Update !!!

2005-06-26T02:38:00.000+08:00

ok..first of all i would like to say..that im ok..hehehe..now im in my frens room..hostel campus..well helping some people dealing with thier computer..

new semester just started..new house with no internet connection just sux..my life now are even happier i meet lots of new frens..hahaha mmu juniors thought i was the same batch as them..do i look that young or the short factor make me look like an alpha students..like always people would always think im an FCM student..i donno judge buy the way i look and dressing i guess..my class..yes it was damn wonderful, i got good lecturers this time..fcm or fom subject..well fom lecturers are mostly quite nice..fcm tutorial lectures are boring..cuz i have a lecturers who not even know how to use the software properly...in my computer modelling class..im the only one fom student..yet im the only one who know how to use it..im not trying to be big in this..just shares my exp with people..i always when of my lab early..because i finish my tutorial early..i did not follow the tutorial thought by the lecturer..but i put on my mp3 player instead..and do the tutorial my self..like what i always do in other fcm based subject..ill got bored if i wait for the lecturer to actually thought me stuff that i already know..better still finish with it and go home..or do something else..well im not a particularly a free person..with bunch of work and responsible with me..ill have to do extra work to work my ass out of it..but i still love my life...new frens, new environment in new house..new housemate are good aswell..

I got some birthday present already though its not the time yet..clubs and society..ermm i just join 4 of them..activities are cool..i have d&d session every friday starting at 7 to 12..new campaign with 12 people in it..bunch of cool people in it..they thought im a noobs..so i just play noob..i got myself a good stats..and yeah i pawns few players...hahahaha..almost every evening after my class ill go swimming...soon we gonna start cook..yeah thats the best part..i think thats all for now..just to let u guys know that im happy super happy now..wheeeeeeeee..but sorry im change to a lil bit different person...

ill get my internet connection maybe around next week..i hope so..

Bye Bye

2005-06-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Kinya - Blaze

ok..i think this entry gonna be the last entry for this month..cuz tomorrow ill be off to new appartment unit..which have no internet connection yet..no telephone line yada yada yada..so i paid all the rent and the bills...realy give me a hard time this time..but yatta i manage to do it..now im happy..with bunch of new friends which i just get to know with themm..seriously thanx a lot..ettoooo..what else should i say here...ermm ill be back online whenever i have internet connection till then takecare yah..

the picture above is a drawing by yuu-chan she drew it in her tuition class and dedicate the picture to me..hehehe..thanx a lot yuu-chan..ill try my best to find time so that we could go out for dinner or lunch perharps..ill call u ok..

akak-chan..ermm ill try my best to in the cf what thing on 18th june yeah...ill find a way to go there...erm anybody else..takecare yeah..ill be back..in around a month or so..jya..

BAHHHHHHHHHH !!!

2005-06-04T15:02:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Tomoko Tane - Broken Wings

Ok..yesterday i got a phone call from my ex housemate..he called me and mention about he dont want to pay his part for the streamyx bill and telephone bill..its kinda make me realy pissed off that morning..man u a hopeless person..all 3 of us paid our part..even though one of us did not use it at all..seriously think about it..if there is none of people live in this house during the holiday...and all 4 of us think like u do..so nobody should pay rite?..seriously it is stupid..if none of use stayed..meaning none of us use rite..if none of us use..meaning none of us should pay for it rite..and streamyx bill is not like other bills which will be accumulated by the ammount of usage..i told him to think about it but nooooo..he stand by himself..degil taknak bayar jugak..stupid BAKA..owh im going to move to new house soon..so i left my streamyx account and telephone line to them..it would be a lot better for them..so they could easily access the net..doing assignment and all..and u guys want to know what he said to me..he said he dont want to use the internet line and phone..fine suit urself..if i knew it all along, i wont allow him to use the services at all..ok when he step back in this house..i would like to see him not using any of those service..try la..go get ur OWN new phone lines and new streamyx account..i hope he knew that it almost impossible to get one more new phone lines in this house..well mr ex housemate..im fucking pissed at u..u fucking whimpy bastard..u cross the borderline bitch..if u reading this man..i just hope u learn something from it..if u want to hate me and all..fine just do it..i dont give a damn about it.. anymore..

Orange Days オレンジ日

2005-06-01T06:31:00.001+08:00

//currently listening to Younha - Ashita, Tenki Ni Nare.

Just finish watch first two episode of Orange Days..well how should i put it in words..simple say..ITS FUCKING NICE..i love it so much..somehow the story teach me a few more stuff about human being..ok did i sounds like an alien who somehow on a assignment trip to earth to learn about human..if i do please tell me..hehehehe..

Ok my download list..all of it are finish..all the J movies are finally complete..now to search for time that i could actually slip in and watch the movie..Houki Boshi single for Bleach ending 3 ish very nice..i like all of the songs inside..she has such a sweet voice..realy..W-inds new album titled Ageha are super good aswell..i like the song titled Ageha and Shiki..unn~ as for FLOW new single for Eureka 7 opening..honestly i just like the song title Days..which is the theme from Eureka 7..

i called imouto-chan for the first time..she wanted to hear my voice though..hehehe..she was like.."onii-san..."(shout) Lol..kawaii-ne kinue-chan..she got school tomorow..it suppose to be one of those extra class program she took..we were planing to go out for ice skating this thursday in sunway pyramid..but i have to see my schedule first..sorry yah cannot confirm..ur onii-san ish busy guy..hehehe

Im quite lazy rite now..i've been thinking of editing the photos that i've taken just now at pelita..woops..ok let me tell u what happen..today we had an outing..me, sharil, DMJ, Sizer, Heal, Vic, teh-o, aoi, Kid-chan and her Boy. We were supposed to have our outing at murning but seems like murni ish close last nite for i donno what is the reason..LOL..we all went to Pelita instead..nothing great there..so i just order teh-o ice limau..i sit beside kid-chan though..first kid-chan thought i am Shaun..then now she talk to me in Chinese..cuz she thought im chinese..LOL...well like i heard when they are together..they are loud..well its ok for me though..cuz im originally loud myself..it just not my time to be loud though..hehehe..on the way back from Pelita to our cars..i walk at the back..and all of them infront..suddenly all of them shout..wait i think just the gurl..(sorry i cant hear properly..listening to my mp3..LOL)..so i just walk straight until i ask one of them..they said "u selamber saje lalu dekat itu tempat..banyak lipas oooo"..kihkihkih..im not afraid of insect that much..only certain insects..LOL..then after all that..bla bla bla..yada yada yada..now here i am..in the living room..in the dark..with only lights from my computer monitor screen..(i like to stay in the dark)..owh yeah my handphone..are now full with anime wallpapers..just Bleach wallpaper so far..gonna at more soon..so lazy to edit now..and im kinda sleepy aswell..soon i shall convert any songs from bleach to be my new ring tones..LOL..owh bleach 34 ish teh kewl~

p/s : gonna update soon..for pictures..hehe..quite lazy rite now..maybe ill upload it later in the evening..now need sleep..jya minna

Hero \m/ >.< \m/

2005-05-30T13:42:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Nell - Stay

You Are The Champion
"Don't worry, I got it."
You play as the Hero. You are the one who usually tries to take on the world for any cause you believe in. You are a natural leader in most circles and are not afraid to take that position if a situation calls for it. Others look to you for inspiration and praise you for your acheivements. Even though they love and adore you, however, you are left feeling alone or overwhelmed many times. You're almost always positive and keep your chin up despite any setbacks because you know that you will succeed in the end, no matter how long it takes.

Which Classic Story Role Do You Play?
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NGAAAAAAAA..LOL..quick update yah..ermmm ok what i did..gonna finish a few more article soon..receive one more package from a client..hehehe more work..mean more money..currently downloading japanese movies..in the list would be..Battle Royale - directors cut, Jisatsu Circle (suicide club), Devilman and Casshern...just finish downloading Orange Days 1 to episode 11 batch download..yeah..but i need free time to watch it..other than that nothing much..might gonna make a photoshoot session with mea-chan and kin-chan..not sure yet...LOL..see if i could actually find a time..yah..gomen ne kin-chan and mea-chan..and i should say sorry to yuu-chan aswell..u gonna give not 1 but 2 "love cookies" rite..but im not sure if i could make it on the 18th june..see first yah..i try my best nyaaaaa..owh akak-tuna remember the "bet"..who lose kena belanja chocolate yahhhhhh..ok me get back to work...owh god im hungry..*stomach rumbling*

ps / new FLOW - DAYS PV rawks..i love it..well the song ish nice..the girl in the video ish teh kawaii

me..cute..bishie

2005-05-30T00:35:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Maki Kimura - Beyond The Bounds

Lovable Cutie!

Who exactly ARE you? (AnImE PiCs)
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what the nyaaa..hahahaha..ok i have no time to update..so far i need to do 2 more article layout..other than that my life are quite stressfull rite now..missing something in my life and all..blablabla yada yada yada..lol..i received lots of comment when i change my display picture in YM and MSN..the popular one would be..i look bishie in the picture..zomg...waaaaa..i was bored that time..its 4 am and i cant sleep so i took few pictures and put it as a display pictures for my messengers..LOL..me BISHIE..ROFL..but thanx to frens that always there for me yah..thanx a lot..ill be better get back to work..jya ne minna

Haiihh~

2005-05-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

LOL..now i cant enter msn at all..so i currently use windows massenger instead..i donno why i cant connect..i see other people could connect..but why only me..i check all the connection preferance and firewall..no problem there..

ok enuff of that..i currently have to redo all my design..because of my own stupidity..yes..im stupid to not save all my graphics as CMYK..instead of RGB..erghh i tried virtual print some of the page..the color turned out pretty bad..now i need to convert all the content one by one into CMYK..bahhh..so lazy..but yet things must be done..YOSH...

hoeee..now i felt like going to swim..ermm should i or should i not..

Chef & Brew..

2005-05-27T04:14:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Orange Range - Onegai Senorita

I've been talking about one of my favorite place to eat in Alamanda in my previous entries..but i never actualy post a picture of that place..yeah..the privious entry titled "a creative mind at work" shows the exterior area of alamanda putrajaya..and if u guys look closely u guys could see a restaurant named Chef & Brew..the price here are reasonable and yesh the food are nice...look at the picture above..the chocolate cake is super uber yummy/sedap/delicious/oiishi~ ...ok now i feels hungry..

*runs to kitchen and cook something*

a creative mind at work..

2005-05-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Flow - DAYS

Original Image without ENHANCE[click image to enlarge]

ENHANCED Picture[click image to enlarge]

Look at the pictures above..i did a rough photomerge technique using only Photoshop CS2..just a while ago..it takes me 5 minute to finish it..and im quite happy with the result..*pats pats izumi-chan (sony digital camera DSC-P8)..and yes i used no FLASH and no TRIPOD..any comment..just leave it down there..LOL

Hungry !!

2005-05-25T03:37:00.000+08:00

//currently looping to Zainal Abidin - Puteri

Lol..i made a MISO soup just now..i ate all and im still hungry..LOL chat with Mafeo on the phone..i guess he need someone to talk with..cool brudder..relax a bit ok...

..dang it im so so hungry..maybe i should go out and get food..so lazy to cook now..just ate chicken sausage and fries..but still not enuff..i need more food..FOOD..lol..ok its decide..me gonna go to KLIA in a while..yeah maybe can search for the chocolate that akak-chan ( evo7gal) mention about..Amicelli chocolate which is her favorite chocolate..ermm..gonna get food and take some pictures for my WORK...LOL..im still working until this late..hahaha..people think im nuts working without resting..WORK WORK WORK...i have a problem..where i donno how to relax..i always find a way to keep myself busy..

owh today..Izyan-Chan send me a song by Zainal Abidin...yes im a big FAN of his music..i've been looking for the song and finaly i get it..the title of the song is "Puteri"..i heard the song are specialy wrote for his daughter...what a sweet DAD..i wish i could become a good DAD one day..have 2 child..a girl and a guy..open a mini studio at home..so that i could work and at the same time takecare of the kids..cook for them..and best of all cook food for my WIFE..hehehe..ok this is what happen when im so hungry..DANG

Outing and some UPDATE !!!

2005-05-24T03:07:00.000+08:00

//Currently Listening to Tomoko Tane - Broken Wings

First let me recap on what happen lately..well nothing much actualy..im just very the lazy to update my blog..hehehe..forgive me..ok now im so happy with lots of my friends around..hehehe..i made lots of friends..lots of yearbook work has been done..yosh im so "semangat" now..thanx to Izyan-chan and Nurie-chan who always there when i need people to talk with..i promised nurie-chan that i shall find a time so that i can meet her..i do my best yah nurie-chan..not forgetting Kin-chan ( nickname i gave to GriffonKato..lol i found it cute to call her by that name) , Mea-Chan (she got into UM..kewl~ gambatte ne), Mama-chan(legolase) and Kakak Tuna..owh i also have to thanx Bulma and Nadya..hehehe Bulma make some Furikake Sake Onigiri for me that day..its nice..i ate two of it..oiishi~...arigatou Bulma...

Yosh..last Saturday..i went for an outing with Comic Fiesta Forumers and IRC members...we went to watch STAR WARS III : Revenge Of The Sith in Sunway Pyramid..ok this how the things goes..Me, Sharil, Yong and Yuhi went to watch the movie at 6.15 pm..basicly we did not follow all the other 13 Comic Fiesta people..hehehe..because we dont have the same ticket as they do..so watch it first..we arrive there around 5 pm..we go and eat first before the movie...after that we go to GIANT to search for stuff which sharil wanted to get..which is, ingrediant to make a Bread..yeah he wanted to bake his own cake..what make him want to do that..Anime called Yakitate Japan..u guys heard about it..its an anime and manga about Bread..he took the recipe from Yakitate Japan episode 27... click here to see the result..what i can say about the bread is~..oiishi~ and nice and sedap and yeah tasty..

..so now it is 6.15pm..me, sharil, yong and yuhi went in for the movie..hahaha..at first yong was laughing at me because i put on my saki-chan (MP3 player) while the movie started..LOL..to tell u guys the truth..the music not even on..i just purposely put on the ear phone..but the music is not there..i dont want to waste my RM 10 for not hearing all the corny dialogs and stupid sound effects..LOL..this is what happen..well i swear to GOD..it is not just happen to me..its happen to the Comic Fiesta group and my other friend who watches this movie..what happen huh?..ok i tell u...we were laughing while watching the movies..well as what yuhi said.."i cant help it..it is just funny"...hahaha well George Lucas seriously u never let me down on making such corny dialogs..seriously i prefer all of the 3 old starwars movies..for those who dont like my post here..buzz off from my blog...i have the right on what i want to write here..well its my space..so i can write which ever i want to say...

After the movies..we went to eat at Mc Donald while waiting for CF group to come..well they did appear..Shaun and Keiichi came first..damn..keiichi bully me with all his dirty jokes..Shaun yeah..he as cool as ever..im glad that i knew him better now..sudah a lil bit rapat la now..yeha the ZOMG brudders..after that few more people came..Levina ( ahaa..sorry cuz i heard it wrong at the first time..i called u love hina instead..but yeah u called my name wrongly aswell..thanx to shaun who corrected her )..Jackee..Sizer..Teh-O..Vic and hahaha..i guess thats all i remember..LOL..gomen yah..

Owh look at the picture above..this is Keiichi's idea yah..look closely at those two picture..u can see a similarity between those two pictures..well look at the height of the cups and the height of the girls...hehehe..but that is not all..if u can see there is one more object..the sundae cup..and if u look at the pictures above it..the only one who did match the object is...no one else..NYUHIIIIII~~...hahaha yuhi im sorry man u just have to be in the picture...LOL

Ok i've done with my first article layout..a feature article called "Fear of the Dark"..i show it to some people...one of my friend, Alia..she donno the content of the page..but she can figure that one of the pictures as if telling her about a suicide had happen at the place in the layout...i was so happy..because my layout could actually explain what does it mean..so i can say that "i did it"..yeah my layout did follow the theme i want and definately suits the content of the article..yesshum..me so happy..gonna work on the other layout aswell..so for those who want to have this book..u can start order the MMU Yearbook Vol 5...ok..i guess i have to go back to my work now..wopsss its already 4.26 am..ok ill do work for while and then go to sleep..haih..i wish i could have more time for myself after i finish up with all the yearbook design..

..of yeah i downloaded new Flow songs called Days..its a Eureka Seven Opening theme..it is so nice..have some sort of 70's disco like..i not actually watch the Anime though..but all i can say i like the song..hehehe..and also not forgotten Tomoko Tane - Broken Wings, the ending theme for Trinity Blood is teh LOVE~~

u say WHAT?

2005-05-19T12:42:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Nightwish - Wishmaster

..ok this is what happen..i was sleeping and early this morning..hahaha..i finally get to sleep at wake up late again..Vic called me this morning and ask me about the ticket for "tomorrow" show...he called me and tell me about the actual time an date wrote on the ticket..bloody hell its not tomorrow..the ticket printed that the show is on Saturday..hehehe..now im not sure if i can work my ass to sunway or not..yes i can make there alone..but i donno how to get back from Sunway to Cyberjaya at around 12 midnight..i dont want to take out all my cash to pay for the cabbies..haihhh

ok appart from that..i got a new friend..nurie-chan..hehe..well she is kinda funny..but yeah she scared crap out of me when we first met at the EMINA cosplay event..she suppose to met izyan-chan..but she can't make it..and i suppose to search for an empty seats for my friends..

so i go like this..
"excuse me..is this seats empty"
..she replied
"yes....itachi how dare u killed ur own parents"
..i go
"sorry..what u say again?"
she replied
"u killed ur own father..ur own mother and yes ur killed ur own people as well.."
..i go
"eh...*SWT drop*

hehehe sorry nurie-chan..if i wrote the situation in different way..or maybe different dialogs..i not actually remember the actual dialog..and nice to meet u..teeheee

LiveJournal Layout !!!

2005-05-16T08:50:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to SOUL'D OUT - To All Tha Dreamers

click the image above to enlarge

Just make this layout for my Live Journal account..u guys suppose to see the Layout like the picture above..the layout are best view at 1280 by 1024 pixels..yeah i know its a lil bit small..as i already print screen the Layout..i kinda like it thought..might gonna tweak it a lil bit..i learn all about how to do it in one nite..its kinda annoying though, the "overides" system..all the graphics and design has been done in one nite oso..and i still did not sleep..well i have to keep myself awake..cuz i need to get Yuhi's phone number from Lina and then ask him if he wanted to join the Star Wars Outing at Sunway around this friday...after all confirm..i need to reconfirm with Vic again..cuz he is the one buying the ticket..

Ok...what u guys think about the layout?..give me comments yeah..owh owh..this is the link to my LJ.. Shun's Private Stash ..PEACE >.<

//edited : the layout is now good for 1024 by 768 pixels..

Dinner

2005-05-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Dir en Grey - SAKU

Ermm..this is what i cook today..i mean to night or this evening or whatever..ok just now..hehe..its my dinner..i cook Sweet Sour Chicken and Beef "Kicap"..and i forgot to cook the Egg Toufu...haihhh..i cook and chat at the same time..nyuu~..i ate 3 plates of nasi...so in total of three round eating my meal..hahaha.."sapa suruh masak banyak banyak"...hehe..well i always cook for people and now i mis-calculated the portion..hehe..what the nyaaa~i laugh so much..erm actually im quite happy now..to think that lots of my friend there for me..thanx guys..i even have a friend who actually cry when read my blog..and even cry when know about my situation now..yoshh..now i shall make myself happy so that all my friend will be happy..i do this for myself and for all my beloved friends out there..im the eldest in the family..and i always wanted a sister...now i got one...hehe..though its only kakak in the IRC world..but its kinda nice..thanx kakak Tuna..*ask for more candy from kak Tuna*

Just Update~

2005-05-15T18:57:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Younha - Houki Boshi

Ok..im bored..so i donno what to do..well maybe write some update would be a briliant idea..just to kill my time..first i need a knife...*go to kitchen take knife and poke poke his clock*

Ok..so what did i do all this while..ermm just "membusuk" in this house..do some yearbook work..well i did the photo selection for event coverages..still waiting for "a person" to send us the article that he suppose to send it to us last week..but i donno how long that her mom been using his computer until he has no time to use his computer to send the bloody article..

I watch Naruto the Konoha Sports Carnival and screen shot a few nice shot...hehehe the first picture below..u can actualy see 2 yellow haired guy..one is naruto and another one is a Hokage..what the nyaa..how the hell he is in that scene..he suppose to be dead because he sacrifice himself to seal the demon fox nine tale which now sealed inside naruto's body..and well the second picture shows people's lining up to use the public toilet..hahaha..Itachi is there as well..

Check out the Yellow Haired guy other then Naruto..thats a Hokage..He should be DEAD..zomg ghost*runs*

Itachi, Anbu and all others elite naruto Characters line up to use the public toilet..>.<

I downloaded the movie last week but have no time to watch it..hehe..what i do today?..ermm let see..i woke up late..cuz i cant fucking have my eyes close last nite..so like always if i cant sleep..i just go to the kitchen and cook something..and eat..and watch anime..today i just do a few check up on my Chigusa..the internal system and Hardware maintainance check..if u want ur computer to last long u do have to take care of them right?..i do my laundry..go to swim..i push myself into the water and stays inside as long as i can breath..i wonders if only i can breath under water..it would be cool..owh wait ho to do that..ok basicly i dip my whole entire ..hehehe..one more week until the deadline for the yearbook work..

between a crazy dude and a helpless child..

2005-05-13T11:27:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to L'Arc~en~Ciel - Jojoushi

im not feeling quite well today..yesterday when i was about to sleep..like always..memories keep coming back..i "hurt" myself to snap out of it..and having a big head ache..dont worry this will over soon..like u guys said urself..it takes time..if u guys think that im just a normal human being la..i wish i have those brain ike maybe HDD..can store stuff inside..when u feel like u dont want it anymore just simply press the magic button on ur keyboard.."shift+delete"..to delete shit out of ur brain is quite hard...so bare with me huh..im not pro..

Somethings tells me that we cant talk like normal anymore..before we actualy become a couple..we were like having a good relationship..though its only just a friends friends relation ship..now i felt so shitty about opening my mouth back then..i should not tell her about my feeings at all..if not i guess until now..we will still be a good friend..though it might hurt me a little..but its better than having this shit right now..hahaha..things happen for reason i guess..from friend, to a twin, lover then become her senpai..i stil remember the video that i shot last time..when Yuhi said..from friends become twin..and then become a Couple..haha..it thought it stop there..well atleast better then nothing rite..

Nowadays i have this attitude..always gloomy and sometimes create a fake smile to people...or in the middle of nowhere i start hit anything infront of me..u know..hit the wall..bang the dining table..even though its at one fancy restaurant..i donno i just cant control it..yesterday i went to alamanda..and hell only gods know what happen inside me..i went out with sharil..i guess he never know what is happening inside me..i dont talk much..i loook around alamanda and saw all the past images..i start talking to myself..well slowly..not loud..cuz people will think that i go crazy already..well maybe i am..maybe im not..hehehe..well maybe there is a few great things..now i dont even have to bother deleting and choose what sms massage should i delete from my phone when its full..haha..nobody massage me now..owh wait maybe not now..when people need my help on stuff..yeah it shall *beep* again..

Yesterday..after went back from Alamanda..we clean the kitchen a bit..well im not saying i clean a lot..just a little though..cuz im not in the mood of doing so..wait until around late evening..my friends Nadya, Bulma and Jaideep appeared at the front door..they lepak for while..i felt like a small kid when Bulma pats my head..then they become hungry..they ask me if i want to eat..so that they can bring me along to dengkil or something like that..but i want to cook tonite..well and after 30 minute in the kitchen..there ish my dinner..sharil and me cook..

After eating i went to IRC again..and chat..well EDO is around..hehehe EDO is one of my twin..or issit the only one now..i donno..hehe..we were having fun trashing the channel..we play around with our lesbian gadgets..hahaha..Edo your Sarabee ish already a Lesbian now..Chigusa X Sarabee X Saki X Izumi..hehe..and until one moment where i was about to named my PS2..Edo ask me to named it with some Code name..he suggested ZOME-10XFe..something like that..but its kinda hard to remember the code name..then i comeout with this funney idea..i use the Code name concept but now..it becomes..ZOMG-STFU..hahaha..obviously i did not named my PS2 by that name..then ni change my nick into ZOMG-STFU, then edo change into ZOMG-WTF, followed by Shaun become ZOMG-Glay , Teh-O become ZOMG-Takau, Gan become ZOMG-LOL..but yet to come..Shaun change again to ZOMG-BL then ZOMG-TAKAU..after Teh-O change her nick to ZOMG-Fankau..and its end everything when Teh-O killed Shaun...hehehe..its funny..well to know the actual story..just click the image above to enlarge the it..for better reading..ENJOY!!!...

Sweetdream Over

2005-05-11T10:47:00.000+08:00

// currently listening to High and Mighty Color - OVER

its been 3 days..

after i awaken from the dream..it all just a dream..i slept at 14 april and i end up dreaming and keep dreaming all the sweetest possible things that seems only happen in ANIME i watched or manga i read..and finally i woke up from that wonderful dream at 9 May..i woke up with a guy tears..nevermind that..the dream is almost so real..but i have to believe it..have to BELIEVE that its only one bloody long sleep with a dream..yeha its only a dream..yesterday i sleep again..well the dream does not happen..Jace havin their first month anniversary with Atifi last nite..to think that i already made a "hand made plushie" to give it to the girl this saturday..cuz this saturday would be our first month anniversary..so i broke it and throw it away..act of violance huh..the PURIKURA that i stick on my monitor one the morning we broke up~..its already being removed..i woke up today and after have my shower i broke down again..when i want to hang my towel outside..i saw her towel..she didnt take the towel back..i put my towel next to hers..and memories keep coming back..

Yesterday i called so many people..well some i told them..some i just talk crap..some shocked of it..well duhhhh~..i myself have massive break down...i go shop for kitchen item and RAW food to cook..like normal..well what..its only 2 or 3 days after the break up..dont expect me to forget what happen..though all of that are just fake...still..i remembered the moment i cooked for her..she came to me in her pyjama..with her sweet voice..hug me from behind..and ask me several quesion and offer a help...well im not mad about things over like this..i need sometimes to recover though..well most of things is like related to her..cuz we did lots of stuff and at several places that i always went to..i receive lots of advice ask me t be cool with it..i guess i cool about it..it just that it takes time for me to get over it..at nite yesterday i was so tired..but still i have to do my yearbook work..without any strenght left in this small body..how bout my will..its gone the semangat aswell..

every single day i always happy whenever i had my morning massage like "good morning".."ohaiyo"..or "nyuuu"..i miss that..now i got none..nobody wish me good morning or anything..well im quite surprise with the number of my friend who actually read my blog..some i not even know the read my blog all this time..they dont leave a comment so i donno la..i was affraid to finish up Kimi wa Petto..cuz it might worsen the situation...but no..well i felt better a bit..hahaha..being a Blanket huh..well some parts of the j drama make me realize stuff that happens and what should i do about it..

well i can't win all the time rite..and i wish her goodluck for her future to come..be a good girl ok..and stop lying to urself..its ur SENPAI's order..taknak dengar takau teruk kang...

Its OVER...

2005-05-09T20:24:00.000+08:00

donno what to say now

shits happen one after another..

and yeah we broke up..and i cant say im happy about it..
sorry u guy..cuz have to hear all this part of my chapter again..dont be mad at me or anything ok..
..maybe part of it is my fault..well we did become friends..just friends la..owh she said im her SENPAI now..hahaha..wowowowow im laughing..WHAT THE HELL!!!

i respect her needs and her wants..so this is what she wanted..so this what i gave..i let her go..

and i oso have to say sorry to anyone which ever will become my "mangsa"..if i accidently "takau" u guys meaning this is why la...so i told u guys earlier..im not in a good mood..

Fucked up beyond any repair..

Nyuuu~

2005-05-06T14:42:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Jet Set Radio - Bout the City

my mood ie so good today..yet i still have lots of stuff to worried about..ok put that aside for now..be happy..and walk through the life happily..hehehe..lets the laugh and happiness fill up ur chapter..trust me its a lot better..hehehe..to all my friends which are sad..cheer up ok..and for those who are happy..stay happy but dont forget what are u suppose to do..heheh..enuff rant...

angry with Myself

2005-05-03T18:50:00.000+08:00

I screwed Up..thats all i can say...BAHHHH..feeling so blehhhhhhh

Happy Birthday Gan !!!

2005-04-30T12:13:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to L'Arc~en~Ciel - Killing Me

29 th April ish always a day for this one guy here turn into different age..meaning his alive..bwahahaha sorry Gan..despite of his crazyness over Loli..owh wait lets not go into that..

Ok lets recap on what happen yesterday..ok..i woke up..then i heat up yesterday's left over and eat it..chatted with Lina for a bit..well she brought her Creative webcam to her office..obviously a place that she work..she work with her father..i've seen both her step mom and father through the webcam..so "manja"..hehehe..around 1 o'clock..runs to the campus for the friday prayers and back home around 2.30 pm..chatted with Lina and Atifi on CF channel..until Azam arrived at my place...he brought his external HDD..haha like always "sedut" Anime from me..then i suggest that he stay at my place for a night..seems like he does not have stable internet connection at home..haha i tell u dial up sux big time..so he agreed..at around 4.30 pm..we move out of my condominium area and off to campus for BCB A.T.M machine..rite after that when we were about to move out from MMU..we were stuck at the guard house due to some stupid policy which does not allow student to bring out any computer hardwares out of MMU with any declaration form which need to be fill up with the information about the hardware that we bring out..huh so stupid..i felt like showing my middle finger and say "fuck off" to the person who actually made this POLICY..so the security at the guard house wont let us go until we have the declaration form..so he ask us to go back in MMU and search for STC building (some center for admission, exam unit and some shit)..Azam went inside to ask for the declaration form..but hey the person incharge there ask us to go to any lab nearby to print the Declaration from...DAMN..i was quite piss this time..the feeling of "takau-ing" that guy is overwhelming..there u go..we go to the nearby lab which is the CITS lab 1..just rite at the Faculty of Engineering building..so we use the stupid computer to print the shit out..fill up the form..go back to STC building to get the form certified and thats it..we waste around 45 minute just for this..haih..but thats not all..the fun begins here..Zaim, one of my future housemate called me..and asked me to go to our future house..to open the house Lock for him..yeah the owner is already there..well at least u can let us know first before u come to the house rite..i hate people do this kind of things to me..well people still tend to do it..so to the poeple who read this..i warn you all..for CRYING OUT LOUD..please let me know if u guys wanted to come over my house or some shit like that ok..im sick of this..and when i met the house owner..i have this urge to punch him and ask him to lower our RENTAL money..bwahahaha im so EBIL..the bad part is..i have to run back my current home..take the key..and then run back to the new house and just to open the house door for him..im tired to death..

OMG i accidently poke my EYE lid..wah its bleeding..wait wait...be right back..

//5 minute later

ok im back..ermm let see owh yeah..after that we go staright to Kelana Jaya to fetch for my honey from her office..sorry baby for being late...go straight to Giant and met Atifi which quite bored of waiting and had her ears pierced just to kill time..sorry Atifi..bought the White T-shirt and some Marker (to make Gan's birthday Present)..called Gan and all of them are in Midvalley..so of we go to Midvalley..Met everybody there..ok im not realy remember the people i met..let me recall..there is Bunny-Chan, Kitsunei, the birthday boy Gan, cielelric, teh-O ..owh my god i just remember that..hahaha sorry..i have this problem of remembering persons name i met..but i shall remember if i met that particular person twice or more..owh yeah i remember Shaun..yes of course i remember him..he is one of the loudest last nite..or might be the loudest among all..

Off to Murni..a place at SS2..we arrived,met Lonelydark, Jacebarret, Vic and other which come later than us.. chat chat...bla bla bla..crapping a lot..everybody sign on the t-shirt..well i did wrote Taugeh-Chan on it..well taugeh-chan ish a nick name given by teh-O for Gan's cow plushie which originally named Tygore..i ordered this drink which Lina suggest me to drink..Orange Juice Speacial..well this is my first time try it..so i pick the Medium size portion..ermm but hell yeah..the Drinks Rawks..owh yeah..next time i shall take the over size Large Portion..the Orange Juice contain cordial orange which blanded with the Ice..and then they put in some fruit like longan, Nata de coco(is this considered fruit), watermelon, and honey dew. Yes yes the drink was superb..

Lets move on to the food then..ok some of then order this ROTI HAWAIIAN..well im not sure how does it taste like..but they seems like it so much..maybe i should try it next time..owh the picture is not exactly a cake..that was a Roti Hawaiian with some Mayo on it which says "Happy Bithday"..hehehe..we poke two big candles on it which resemble 20 years old..the birthday song begin..the candle lit been blown off..everybody back to the thing they do best..chat and crapping..until one more Roti Hawaiian came..its Kitsune's Roti..and yeah..u can see for urself in the picture i uploaded..the mayo look so so Horny..hahaha..it looks like a Shemale spreading his or her legs..with the "third legs" in the middle..bwahaha..its quite interesting the way the murni people puts up different pattern of symbols on the roti they made..its just some random image..me and lina ate western food..chicken chop and lambchop.. thought i was finished with my food and cant take anymore..but no..in fact im still hungry..

So around 10 oclock..me, Azam and Lina have to make a move..we send Lina home..go to Bandar Sri Damansara..to Azam's place..take his cloths and laptop..stop by a restaurant called "Nasi Kandar Sedap"..i bought Nasi, Beef rendang, Chicken Curry, and Fried Fish Egg..haha this to satisfied my stomach which always hungry..went back straight to cyberjaya..on my monitor..Watch Maburaho and eat..after that chatted a little bit..kill few bosses in Blood Will Tell..and off to my dream land..owh my god this is long enuff i guess...hahaha..well last word from me..nice meeting u guys..nyuuu~

// omg my Final result comeout next wednesday..so scared to death..hope everything will be alrite..wish me luck guys..i need it

Ermmm...

2005-04-27T14:33:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to DEFTONES - Hexagram

Just finish the computer specs check list for Lina, i wish i could get the same specs as her though..but what to do..im a self sponsored person..everything on my own..i still remember while im still in standard 4..i wanted to buy this one toy..i dont remember..so i did not eat everyday in school..i put all the money in my piggy bank instead..owh wait its not actually a pig..a house i think..and one day i went back from my school lik ealways wanted to put the money inside my "tabung"..what i see is a broken glasses on the floor and small ammount of money scattered on the floor..damn somebody broke my so call piggy bank and stole my money..then i found out it was my father who took it..haih..so do my "Tabung Haji" money all gone..he took it somehow without telling me first..well now im quite happy with what i get...i work and work almost everyday to makesure i can survive alone here in MMU..but recently things turned out pretty badly when both of my parent asking me for money..well i used to help them..my mom borrowed RM 1400 ++ for some reason and my father who actually study now asking me RM 1000 ++ to help him with everyday expenses in his university...ZOMG what just happen here..i thought im suppose to be the one who asked money from them not me giving it..

My first year in university was very very bad..i cant have a chance to eat food like normal people do..well i tend to skip lots of meal and sometimes skip meal for about 4 days..well due to this i did some freelance job..thanx to this job now i actually can survive..buy my own computer, PS2 and all those stuff which i desired..should i consider myself lucky?..i donno sometimes im pretty jealous with peoples around me..whenever they wanted something they can just ask from their parents..and a few weeks or maybe a day..they can just have it..and sometimes seing others parent tend to keep in contact with their child make me feel like im a left out..in my case if i did not call my parents i wont contact with them at all..this year/last year i did not went back for both Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Aidiladha, due to lots of work need to be done..and i guess yeah due to Exam rite after the Aidilfitri holidays..im used with this life..a life as a loner..but im still human being who do have feelings and stuff like that..i tend to feel lonely inside..seing peoples have each other..child have their family..and i just a lost kid in this deserted jungle searching his own path. Once i did wrong thats it..sometimes i felt like i know nothing..yeah im way behind..i got not enuff education from my parents..i mean education about how to live and importants stuff that i should know..haihh..*sigh*..for those who did not know what actually happen, yes my parents divorce..and both of them have their own partner alreday...in conclusion i have 2 father and 2 mother..bwahahahaha..and not one of them know what am i actually doing here in cyberjaya..well they might be too busy with their life..puts that aside..i should be thankful..now that Lina walk in my life..well im so glad that she did..she make my life easier..my stress level are not that bad..and im not that lonely anymore..thanx sayang..

ermm today i have to wait for two events which gonna occur soon..one of it would be The Yearbook team gonna bring in their PC in my house..yeah im going to transform this house into one Publishing and Desiging studio or office or whatever u call it..we gonna start finalizing the one year events and stuff in this MMU yearbook Vol 5..make sure the dummy is done..show it to mmu president and then send it to printer..publish then sell to mmu student in next acedemic year..second eventwould be..my friend..munirah and ross wanted to bring a double decker bed into this house..seems like this house is big..so they going to put the bed here first before moving it to other house soon..

enuff rant for today..ja

// ps : my friend said that i have both itachi and naruto (attitude, lifestyle) inside me..is that even possible

im as a Novice Chef

2005-04-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to High and Mighty Color - Insomnia

im hungry so i cooked some food for myself to eat..today its turned out to be good..i enjoyed my dinner tonite..i finished everything up..im quite full now..very happy and kinda surprise with what i and Lina discussed this evening..she already submit the MMU registration form..she said have to wait for 2 weeks until she could get the result..i just hope she succeed in it..gambatte ne Rinna Chan..>.<

Just HER...

2005-04-25T01:04:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Nell - STAY (lina had a HARD time singing to this song..cuz its KOREAN)

Not much to update yet lots of things happen..make the long story short..im happy with my life now.. Lina being such a nice sweetheart to me..and im glad to be with her...well i always have this "withdrawal symptom" (according to Yuhi and Sharil) right after i send Lina back to her house..i guess they are right about it..but hahaha..im not the same lonely guy anymore cuz i believe that she always "here" with me..

my current desktop

2005-04-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

very bored today so i just post this entry to kill time..well kinda like it though..simple and clean..what u guys think?..

Update !!!

2005-04-20T09:29:00.000+08:00

Well just finished took my shower..wah early shower for today..ermm today my future housemate will come here to cyberia..my house are quite messy due to the defect work in my bathroom..owh well better than have a hole in the middle of my bathroom..well due tue "malas" attitude that overwhelming inside me..i did not update this blog..here's a recap for saturday and sunday;

//Saturday

Well this is the day, the day where i will meet her for the first time as her boyfriend..well Lina like i told u, i've been very nervous in the car on the way to pick u up at the Komuter station, things turned out bad when the trafic slowed down the process on fetching Lina..i guess she was waiting for about an hour..gomen nasai lina-chan..fetch her and bring her back to cyberia...she look so kawaii...stay for a while in my appartment and we chat a little just to kill time before Azam and the geng finished with their last paper for this semester..

Around 12.30 pm Azam called me, and we go straight to Alamanda, it was me, my sayang, Azam, Syaril, in one car, and Hafeez, Zaim, Mafa, Qayyum and Faidah. We arrived at alamanda, and yes like always, we having all this problem of picking a place to eat, thanx to lina, she decide for us, my sayang are so smart..nyuu~ love u,*chu*...well in pizza hut lina make a smart choice again on what to eat and stuff..*huggles*..so we order 3 regular pizza and 1 large pizza, plus a few sidelines...

Then we go straight for bowling game, Azam and Syaril went of early, so the remaining played 2 bowling games each..i wa like saying to people how sucky i am in bowling game..hehehe..but then again i win both game..hahaha..now to go home..let se we have 7 people and 1 car, what we do, "sumbat" everybody inside, well me and lina sit at the front seat seems both of us are small size..well it works..everythings was find until there is this Patrol Police car at our left hand side..lina took hafeez's jacket and hid herself under it..it works..nyuuu~

We arrived at Cyberia, and went me and lina entered the house we saw Yong..hahaha..we rest for a bit,play some game..owh yeah my lina very good at playing console game aswell, this is cool i have a gurlfren who actually share the same interest as i am, she finished up Beck:The Game once at my place and kills 2 bosses for me for the game Digital Devil Saga while im in the kitchen cook for Yong, Lina and myself of course..there u go, my pasta, basil and garlic tomato pasta sauce and italian herbs chicken, iput some olive oil in my pasta..and thats it everybody dig in..i was lucky when both of them enjoy the food i cooked..well Yong finished up everything..nyuuu~ so happy..

So we wait until Azam is here, then we went to Hartamas, well the same person went to alamanda are here except for syaril, well he went back his hometown already..first arrive there...we went up to Playaz, and played Fussball and then Snuker, team of me and Lina vs Azam and Yong, they beat us and yes we "kalah"..then for snuker, team of Zaim, Mafa, Hafeez, Yong vs Me, Lina, Qayyum and Faidah...well we "kalah" again..the surprise thing is this Yong become very pro player after a few shot..to thing that today is his first time playing Snuker..then we went down to Bestari and eat..after that we go straight back to cyberia..we go sleep la..lina took my place and i took the sofa instead..so tired and mengantuk..yawn

//Sunday

I woke quite early..and then lina woke up...she look so cute in her pyjama and of course her morning face..so kawaii...we chat a little until Sharil came back with McD breakfast for all of us..nyuu we love u Sharil-Kun..hahaha...after a few alarm from Yong's Handphone, he finally got up and join us eat the breakfast..everybody go mandi..then go to Sunway Pyramid..first thing first..

Lina's request, Arcade place..she played Para Para..and i was like..stun with her moves..very nice and i guess she got straight "A" for all the song she dance..and rite after she finished..Yuhi arrived..go for skating rink..but the women at the counter says but mr zamboniee gonna do his work, so be back at 3..well she did not realy say stuff like that...hehe..so look at the time..we still have 40 minutes so lina suggested that we try the Archery

..so we went to the Archery range..both me and Lina took the 1 dozen arrows..i hit 3 arrows at the blue, 1 at the red and others gone somewhere which is outside of the target..i like seing my sayang..the way she hold the Bow are so cool..Then Lina bring me to this Purikura machine..we sit inside the machine and manage to take only 2 pictures..owh well the pictures was nice..thanx to my sayang, love u..next we go to the Pump it Up machine and she played 3 songs

..then off to Ice Skating..ermm i was quite worried because this is my first time skating..and i only have experience in Rollerblading freestyle..so Lina offered me her hand..heheh how sweet..after 30 second skating i got the hang of it already..and yeha instead of Lina hold me..now im the one who hold her..yeah..i felt so nice..holding her hand and skate on ice...thanx sayang..i will never forget this experince with u..then we go get some food..after nandos..we send Yuhi home and then go to bangsar to send Lina home..her mother need help on "Kait the buah Betik"..so i took the ladder and the "pengait" (betul ke nie..ahh owh well)..i accidently poke the fruit..hahaha..how un pro i am..then she give me a goodbye kiss..and of we go back to cyberia..i was damn tired..so i slept in the car..nyuu~

so i guess thats the recap..nyuuu..love u sayang

PURIKURA !!!

2005-04-18T13:15:00.000+08:00

This is the first time i did this..we spend to much time figure out with the machine whice put only japanese word..lucky Lina knows how to read japanese..so due all this we just manage to take two pictures..cuz that damn machine time out on us..but well its kinda nice..hehehe owh i should say thanx to my "Sayang"..she such a sweetheart..love u so much..*chu*

Happy..

2005-04-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Orange Range - Hana

Yay..even though things turn out quite weird but yeah its happen..like what she said to me..im not dreaming about it cuz im not even sleeping..now the reality is..ehem ehem she found out about me and we found out that we could have a happy live together..well all i can say now is..

Loff u too dear..=]

Im in LOVE.. >.<

2005-04-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

Feelings..

2005-04-13T01:53:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Oceanlane - Everlasting Scene

Haiyo i still got 2 more papers to go..and im so so feeling not semangat..to many things to think..to many thinks happen..haih..well most of the scene are repeated..that should be ok i guess..is not like i cant endure it..hehehe..so have no worries..i think i still can make it..yosh..tomorrow i will wake up and start new day with smile craft on my face..accompany by sound of laughter..bwahahaha

Yesterday im some sort at my limit..i went to campus walk around campus with my Saki Sakurai(Muvo Slim mp3 player)in my hand..listening to EMO songs all the way..keep thinking about the unclear thoughts that i have..but yes thank god there is an angel called me through my mobile phone..thanx Twin for accompany me through my hard nite..well after last nite everything i guess should be clear to me..ermm..yosh yosh..and like always..just go on with it..>.<

What does my T-shirt says...

2005-04-13T01:48:00.000+08:00

Got this while browsing through my twin's blog..hehehe

What does your t-shirt say? by rejektedrockstar
Name
Age
Fav. Color
Gender
Ta-Da

Quiz created with MemeGen!

hell yeah..this is cool..i want one

Shopping..

2005-04-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

//curently listening to L'Arc~en~Ciel - New World

Today..woke up, open up my notes..study a bit and then Blast EMO song so that the energy flows into my mind..bwahahaha..quite tired..just came back from Alamanda..well im going to stay for about let say 2 month here in cyberjaya..yeah of course alone..first one month ill be finishing my University Yearbook design and atlest able to get the Dummy for the book done..i want to finish this thing fast so that we can publish the book earlier this year..so no more complaint about the book printed late and stuff like that..the other one month ill be staying here still..well just hang on here, do some thinking, get everything off my mind, get myself a peace of my own, playing PS2, use the Net to the max, hahaha and plan about new life in a new acedemic year starting this june..

I know its gonna be a lonely one month, but than agian this should be ok for me, cuz i've been doing this a lot..hehehe...ok back to the shopping...wait im not going to list down everything rite..hehe..okok..some stuff that i bought would be, beras 2 kg, meat, chicken, pasta, pasta souce, some fruit, hahaha and etc etc..i hope it is enuff for 2 months though..if not..have to go out and search for food..hehehe..well i might gonna go out sometimes within this two month..not gonna just stay in the house..for sure ill be dead of boredness..hehehe

Owh still remember my Twin Lina...hehehe she have new nickname now..Nami..Nami Fujiwara...cool huh..owh she just bought a brand new Creative MP3 player...hahaha the odd thing is i was about to buy the same model which is a Creative DMP FX 120...i like this one because its the cheapest one and use AAA batery...but than agian Lowyat does not sell this model..so now i decide to get different model than hers..which is Creative MuVo Slim..hehehe...

Creative Muvo Slim

Owh my twin, Lina / Nami named my PC as Chigusa Takako...well can call it Chi-chan, Chigusa or Takako..wah realy like the name..anyway my PC is a "she"...bwahahaha love her so much..My DSC-P8 Sony Cybershot also have a name, It Chiaki..hehehe..im loving all my gadget as japanese Gurl..hahaha who cares anyway..owh thanx Nami for naming my PC...Just now eating Ebi Teppan aka Prawn serve with garlic rice on hotplate..well one of my favorite food in Chef & Brew..ok..i have one paper tomorow so got to go now i guess..bye

Exam Week [The Final]

2005-04-04T11:55:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to EMO mp3 get from Lina-Chan

Bwahahaha...its been a while since i wrote something here..recent post are just bunch of pictures..but than again pictures tells thousand stories...hahahaha..is that even possible..look at one picture and try to create thousand stories out of it...

The last even would be the Cosplay event..anime week 2005..well the even is ok..i can't say it perfect cuz MMU fmd's equipment are marely for kids to play with it as a toy...as u guys know...or maybe not yet realize i cosplayed on that day itself..me the organizer yet cosplay as Uchiha Itachi..aka Sasuke's Brother..well im quite busy that day...running around the hall whenever my service needed and at the same time have to layan people when they request to take my picture or tae pictures with me...they even requested a few pose..haih..i got to know lots of people that day..most of them are around 16 to 18 year old people..we change phone numbers and stuff like that..it was fun though...for me this is the best cosplay event i ever entered...

Owh because of ANIME week i spend more money on my PC..because my PSU blown off..stupid MMU mainhall...haih..well new stuff that i buy is..Enermax 460 watt true power [power supply], Audigy LS [soundcard], and the best of all would be my beloved Altec Lansing 5.1 vs.3151R...

//My PC new SPECS

Intel Pentium 4 3.0 ghz (775) Processor
Enermax 460 watt True Power (Power Supply)
Kingston 512 mb pc 3200 RAM (going to buy another 512 mb RAM)
Western Digital SATA HDD 120 gb/ 7200 rpm
Western Digital SATA HDD 200 gb/ 7200 rpm
Intel D915 PGN Motherboard
Galaxy Nvidia 6600 128 mb Graphic Card
Creative Audigiy LS soundcard 24 bit
Sony 1 1/4 Floppy
LG DVD Rom
LG DVD RW + - 16 x
17" Samsung 795 mb Black Silver Monitor
Logitech Multimedia Keyboard and mouse
Canon PIXMA iP1500 printer
Altec Lansing headphone APH.512
Altec Lansing 5.1 speaker VS.3151R...

Owh i have this new fren also..well actually twin la..her name was Lina..cute kawaii and super cute girl la..well she said that i was her reflection as a guy..hehehe..mmg betul anyway..well i met her 3 times already..fun person to hangout with...owh just know that she knows Izyan..hehe

//Exam week..hahaha..tomorow is the day i start my final exam first paper...well to frens who read my blog...gambatte kudasai minna...goodluck ok..and Sankyu Twin-Chan for those EMO mp3's..like it so much

Anime Week Cosplay Event

2005-03-28T01:05:00.000+08:00

Uchiha Itachi (Naruto)

Edward Elric (Full Metal Alchemist) & Uchiha Itachi (Naruto)

Tsunade and Uchiha Itachi

Me and Zaim

Ten Ten, Neji (both from Naruto) and erkk..someone from Peace Maker Kurugane

Peace Maker Kurugane

Anbu Kakashi (Naruto)

Neji (Naruto)

Shinigami and Lolitas

Shinigami SWT

Shinigami and Alchemist RO

Alchemist RO with her Cart of Distruction +5 ^-^

Langgar jangan tak langgar..hahaha

Update

2005-03-13T03:10:00.000+08:00

Me and Tompel in melaka

Its sunday..and im still have lots of work to do..ok its been a while since i updated my blog..so here i am..writing an entry..

Well actually i dont have much to write here though..well basicly i have lots of assignment need to be done..next week i have 1 presentation and 2 assignment need to be done..and one more assignment need to be approve..then im done for good..no more assignment and off for bigge stuff need to be worried about..and that is EXAM week..haih...trimester three are the worst semester ever..now i start to regret taking too many subject in one semester..

Ok this is a few stuff i've been doing this pass time that i was away from this digital stash..I've been to Malacca, play Futsal with my fren..making my costume for cosplay..well its almost done..buy another HHD 200 gb and more assignment..hehehe..i guess no more for the update..this is bunch of pictures that might explain my previous activity..

Me and Ikmal..yeha after one great Futsal match

all my friends who played FUTSAL that nite

Akustika Pria Pujangga

2005-02-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

// 15 of February 2005

I went to this event called GEMA 05..well to make long story short..it was very good event...the ticket was only rm 5 and its realy worth that money attending to that event...unlike event organize by melaka's student...it was expansive and also sux big time..note to self..never go to melaka event ever again...not worth ur pocket money at all..

Akustika Pria Pujangga (Click To Enlarge)

I was suppose to go there with Nirah..but she called me earlier in the evening telling me that she can't go due to assignment need yo be done..well then i invited Diyana, Nirah's roommate..hermm she refuse to come..due to having Quiz on thursday nite...because of that she was punnished to belanja me one Connetto Ais Cream..well she already belanja me yesterday..ok back to the story..so i planned to go alone to GEMA..but then Shylla as me to call her back..so me mengadu la..and she said.."why dont join us?" meaning Azam, Hafeez, Amin, Izan, Sarat, and Shylla...owh its kinda good idea huh..so i went with them than..go to Azam's house at 8.00..Izan was there..hehehe he did not join us first due to request from Shylla i guess..about havin a dinner first then go to GEMA..Izan out of creadit..so i lend him my phone to Call his sweet heart..hehehe jgn marah yer Shylla..So off me and the geng go to the campus and inside the MPH (multi purpose hall), we sit at few rows behind near the audio controller device..than i took out the Video Camera and test out its function to makesure everything is ok..run a few test run..and that does it..when the event is about to start..Shylla call me..ask me to booked place for them while she and her boyfriend are outside in a long que..then both of them arrived..we sit and the event started..and i get busy capturing video for the event..There are a few guest artist which is Gerhana Ska Cinta, Indrani and 7 signs...their performance are so good..especially Gerhana Ska Cinta..

On top of that my friends..Mafakhira with her boyfriend Zaim and Zaft..are one of the participant in this event..Akustika Pria Pujangga are the name of thier group..and guess what their performance are the best among the best..i salute u guys for rocking the MPH...yeah they sang Issabella by Search and Pulangkan by Misha Omar..the vokalis Mahakhira have beautiful voice that capture audience heart and soul..seriously im too into the song until tears ran down my cheak..wahh..the way they sync from the first song to the second also are good...and the best part is..this time..Zaim also sing with Mahakhira...wah the voice of both of them set the whole crowd to shout...yeah including me i guess..wah romantik betul korang nie yerk...owh i forgot to mention at this time Nirah also in the MPH..she manage to come after doing her assignment..and she was so satisfied with the performance...well everybody satisfied..and i believe judges too..And yeah Akustika Pria Pujangga won the Grand price..cool..GEMA 05 are cool...well no..its hot towards the end of the event...FMD off the aircond after the time reah 12 am..haih...everybody was quite pissed..

Me and fellow friends (Click To Enlarge)

Nirah left early at 11 pm..so she never expirence it...after the event over..all of us when to percint 9 in putrajaya for a late supper..we left Shylla behind due to her unlikely to join..hehehe..Azam was quite mad to Izan..sebab drive suka cucuk dekat kereta dia..haih..after supper go to Patronas and 7 eleven..then go stright home..and i went to my dreamer land..hehehe..the end of GEMA story

Well yesterday i woke up and go with Nirah..to help her settle with some stuff for her PTPTN form..everything went ok..and then me and Nirah went for lunch at Tau Cafe..eat and than have quite a long chat...at 2 o'clock...Azam call me..its about the group photo..so i went to the booth..SO i, Azam, Hafeez, Mafa, Zaim, Shylla, Sarat and Qhayyum are in photo our group photo..We pose and Yong the photographer took our picture..hehehe..eh b4 that i have a chat about cosplay with Fumi and Nox..bla bla bla..then at 3 pm im off to Proffessor Stanly Ricardson's office..to arrange the Interview session..after settle with all those stuff i went back to the photoweek booth and stay there until 5 pm..At 5 pm..yeah..it was raining..wah best giler..i like that type of rain..i love it so much...huhuhu..

Then arrived home..take a shower..and wait until Sharil wanna bring us to Alamanda for a dinner..so me Sharil and Yong went to Alamanda..eat at the Food Court..and there i terserempak..Maya..Shylla's friend..i think the last time we met each other was at her Brother's Wedding kenduri that i and shylla went to in 2003 i suppose..and hehehe..she still remeber me..cool..have short chat..then off to buy my food..receive a phone call from Diyana..about havin ais cream session tonite..so i ruch back home..go see Diyana..and she belanja me the ais cream..yeah..we ate by the pool and update each other..hehehe..went back home after that..play some new game..Devil May Cry 3 and Mercenaries : Playground of Destruction..Zaidi my housemate buy a new version of PS2..the slim type for his own usage..cool..our house have two ps2 console already..

Enuff rant..bye

sigh

2005-02-13T10:50:00.000+08:00

sorry guys..its enuff for me for now...there will be no update no what so ever..for i donno a week, two weeks or maybe a month..or i might just abandon this virtualy stash of memories here..just like that..i found myself guilty..i found my self in pain..but this the only possible way for me to keep my saint..im sorry if i did not talk to people that much..i have hell problem to solve..and i hope u guys respect me of doing so..

back off does not mean i give up or stuff like that..if this help other peoples..if this would make others feel better..why dont do it rite?..falling back and hurt now is a better choice than took it a little further more..this is the only way that i could think of..i started to think that whatever i heard from her...are all just merely fake..just a make up feeling to make me feel ok..at the same time i trusted what she meant by her words..and i guess..i should say sorry to u..tompang bahagia at u for quite long time..im so so sorry..

The reason i want to spit out this jarred thoughts...
..is because there's no other proof for existence
My future, which i thought i cought..
..is conflicted between "dignity" and "freedom"

The reason why i want to erase this distorted after-images..
..is because i see my limits on them
By my window of over self-consciousness..
..hangs last year's calendar with no dates on it

so ill..erase it..and rewrite

if only i could just fade away...goodbye

Genin Level:Mission Complete

2005-02-12T11:16:00.000+08:00

Hahaha..just woke up..i donno i can't sleep since yesterday i guess..izzit the nescafe or what...owh anyhow i manage to catch a nap..hehehe...and i dream about me having mission to protect a princess..this how it goes..

The princess Mizu which is a daughter of one king from hidden village of mist were suppose to meet someone om behalf of having a negotiation between this two important person..well i just pass my exam and become a Genin (first level of ninja), so i accept the mission and when to the place called Uptown...donno why they name it that place like that..well it was the center between those two cauntry..so it is better to meet there than somewhere else..so i prepared with my stuff and of i go as a bodyguard of pricess Mizu...

We arrive at uptown..first things to do.. i just let her go on with her work alone..because this are the request of the other party..so of i go into the mist...walk behind people's shadow..blend in the environment like nobody know that i actualy there...i use small amount of my chakra to do my jutsu...to keep track the princess...and make sure i know what happen there and stuff like that...when we arrive at that place..it was raining...so i was soaking wet...nevermind..i saw the princess met with this guy..he is a prince from hidden village of sound..never trust sound people...before u actualy know them..well this is why i do this mission..He was tall..well taller than me..erm maybe i am always short..heheh

The princess held an umbrella in her hand..try to reach out for the prince..well as the result..the tall prince grab the umbrella for her..haha...look romantic huh...nyu~ ^-^...they were searching for place to stay and discuss...they walk around the village...and searching..that place were crowded with people..so i do my job spying on them..walking with my cloak on...the rain become more heavy while the time pass by...and yes i left nothing just wet clothing...hehe..

Finally they found a place to sit and talk...so i stay behind a wall to make sure they did not know my present..i stay for 6 to 10 meter cicular radius away from them..use my chakra to keep my body warm..and stuf like that..stay there for about 2 hours and then they finally leave...so i persue them and hahaha..the princess spot me and call me..i was surprise..she said that im her friend..so me and the prince berkenalan stuff like that..he escort us to the end of that village...everything went well..so my mission complete..and hahaha..legs cramp that puts me back to my conscious...i finally awake from my weird dream...hahaha

enuff rambling about my dream..hehehe...T_______T

Me Sux ?

2005-02-10T14:38:00.000+08:00

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	-10,000,000 damn you suck
your best quality is	youre a sweetheart
your worst quality is	nothin'
this is because	Its who you are

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Just me and Naruto

2005-02-10T14:02:00.000+08:00

Hehehe...all this while i start collecting naruto...i download all the way from episode 1 until episode 120...hahaha..giler kan...today i woke up a bit late..well at 1 pm..waiting for diyana to come over my house..well she wanted Full Metal Panic season 1..hehe

Yesterday i keep listening to Move Album...heehee..head banging all the way with load speakers and cool subwoofer..wooff wooff..erm yesterday i went to alamanda..just jalan jalan...and then stop to this one shop...and guess what i just bought something that long time i did not buy..because takut to buy that thing...everytime i bought that thing and give it to someone...bad things will happen to me...hahaha..whatever la...I watched the making of Naruto Movie yesterday..it was damn cool..wah i want to watch that movie..it was realease on laste year August...i search for torrent..arghh crap..i guess they removed it already...wahhh...im feeling so BLEEEHHHH rite now..

Shylla's father call me just now..asking about the Laptop that he send to me yseterday..well he ask me to take a look at it..so far the usb are now 100% can be use..and then the laptp already being formated..but one thing i hate about formatting laptop..drivers..huh shylla's father said they dont have the driver's for his laptop..haih..so i went search in the internet..i found it..i found the Network Controller, Ethernet, Video and Audio Controller...but one more thing i could'nt find for this IBM laptop T41 series..i have no idea what is the "unknown device"..hiah..the result some of the function to the laptop cannot be detected..i called shylla's father and he said he will ask his friend who deal with IBM hardwares..well then without all the drivers installed...i proceed on to the next step..installing all the security softwares and all stuff that an adult and a teenagers i think they possibly use..hehehe..after done with all that i went and sleep around 1 am like that..

Around 3 am..i receive a msg via SMS...its diyana..she wanted to use my house phone..she said got urgent stuff...she came without her glasses on..and i think she was crying...haih..relationship proble i guess..after 40 minutes i guess..well Diyana actually count the minute when she was on the phone..cool...after she finished on her conversation with her boy friend, she came to me and said that her boyfriend just wanted to test her on some stuff..thats all...hahaha...i wa laughing seeing diyana "kebengangan"..then she left my house..and i went back to sleep...hahaha..why people keep asking me this "tak takut ker...tido sorang sorang'...haih should i afraid of something..yes u must...but not afraid..the word is awareness..i must take pre coutious and stuff like that to make sure nothing bad happen..kih kih kih

Today Munirah will come back from perak all the way to KL..she said she's not sure when did she will come back to cyber...hahaha..enjoy ur chinese new year huh...awak...balik la cyber cepat..hehe..yesterday i already kemas my rumah like crazy...wah thats it man...my housemate have to do the same too...shit mana boleh me sorang saja buat sapu rumah almost everyday...yg bengang tue..derang boleh buat tak tahu jer masa i sapu sampah...wah...thinking of it make me angry...yah..u guys better do it next time bro...cuz u guys punya place paling kotor..haih...kuikuikui..nak buat macam mana dah nasib..aik im talking malay plak...arghh lantakla..hehehe..

I was planning on changing my blog template...but i got no time on doing the design and coding..hiah assignment also i didnt do yet...yearbook work and emina work...wahhh ini cuti ker..like i said to Nirah...we need a long vacation...we choose island..maybe langkawi...hehehe..both of us tention with our sucky life already...hehehehe..just hope that it will change soon..tak tahan dowh...

Nobody@Home

2005-02-07T13:05:00.000+08:00

//currently alone but happy

Its been awhile since i wrote my entry..lots to update..i just recovered from the pain that occurs while me and my aunty have a huge fight..and huh when i say it huge..yeah it is realy realy huge..they throw me with lots and lots of "Tuduhan"...well shit happens rite...

..Now i understand that is impossible for me to be alone when there is people that is so so important to me..someone to talk, to protect, to love and etc etc...hahaha banyak la..now im back to my old days where i will not going home for holidays..just stay in cyber..the routine of the day..wokeup late..freash up..clean house..have some breakfast..spend lots of time infront of my computer..updating some stuf..thinking about some personal life problem..etc etc..haha..sharil says my life is whole shit full of interesting things happen..i agree...but not all are good things and not all are bad either..

I download lots of anime now..since it is holiday..nobody use the internet connection..so its me alone with the internet connection..well like always lots of things happen to e..i can't simply tell everyone about it though..PM me if wanted to know the details..but its up to me if i wanted to tell the person who PM me..hahaha..alrite than..nak tengok anime..bye

Bowling for Cyberia...

2005-02-01T01:43:00.000+08:00

Huh..penat..ok ok..today i skip all classes just because i thought i can finish my group asisgnment by today..but my not that smart to come out with good idea and stuff in short time rite?...hehe..but i am 100% know of my ability to finish it in time..hehehe..im not that bad after all..

Owh today...do assignment the whole day...tomorrow nite have to submit this assignment..ok..still got lots of time..erm today i have to conduct the meeting for the yearbook..well it was quite a mess..seems like lots of people were not there...need update from the head also those people are not there..haih sedeyh...

Well well...we discuss about the yearbook page and yearbook bbq nite aswell..after the meeting..me, sharil, poh quan, and yong went to alamanda..we ate at Chef & Brew...i ate sizling chicken..well its quite nice but not perfect..haha..after that we went to carefour..owh wait before we actually went to carefour we do some futher discuss on the stuff that we need for bbq nite..then we went inside carefour adn search for stuff and their price..hehe..after that we went for a bowling game..my point are worse than before..only 110..and there is lots of error through out the game like someone "terbaling a bowling ball" at my turn..huh..nevermind though..we had fun tonite..i think i want to do this twice or once per week...it some how realese my tention of work and study and forgot some life problem aswell..cool huh

// wtf..tomorow got presentation and i donno a thing about it...fuck....

Blehhh

2005-01-29T14:06:00.000+08:00

Adoi...hehehe..me now "sakit mata"..haih..not nice at all...i hate this..blehh..okok..today morning..i've been to campus..for an exam..macroeconomics..well it was quite easy for me though..hehehe

After this ill be going to Subang...im getting two new fans for my PC...hehehe..so far i just have 2 fan inside my PC..but i guess it is not enough...hehehe..yeah she come along with me to subang..cool...best best..erm ok what else should i write..erm..my other housemate tengah tengok Str Wars...episode 4 until 6...hahahaha..Yong already finish with his version of Getsurenka Lyric...cool..realy nice..well he is a good writer with good imagination though..huhuhu..go Yong...

MyHeadphone a bit spoil now..*sigh*...crap..now need to get a new one..shish...playing Battle of Middle Earth with Ong...hahaha..the first LAN game in this house already created...cool..

BLEEHHHHHH my eye hurt..*sigh*

My New PC

2005-01-28T13:54:00.000+08:00

currently a PV maniac

yeah..im happy now..its been a while since i felt like this..i got a new pc and hehehe..it was cool..i can play almost all high end game..wait so far just try Lord Of the Ring: Battle For Middle earth..put it at Ultra High quality..and Neverwinter Nights..with all the expension installed..ahahaha..

So far so good..after three days buying this baby..even though there is some problem occurs at the first time i on my PC...but owh well after that, my baby run real smooth..hehehe..well this is My PC specs

Intel Pentium 4 3.0 ghz (775) Processor
Kingston 512 mb pc 3200 RAM (going to buy another 512 mb RAM)
Western Digital 120 gb/ 7200 (going to buy another 200 gb HDD)
Intel D915 PGN Motherboard
Galaxy Nvidia 6600 128 mb Graphic Card
Sony Floppy
LG DVD Rom
LG DVD RW + - 16 x
19" Samsung 795 mb Black Silver Monitor
Logitech Multimedia Keyboard and mouse
Canon PIXMA 1500 printer
Altec Lansing 221 speaker with sub woofer

well my specs are not that good though..due to low on budget..aih..nvm..at least now i have a PC that allows me to do all my work and assignment..well about my feeling now towards the world and everybody in them..huh..speechless...confusing and BLEH..never been better huh..lepas satu...satu masalah datang...if only i could just leave happily with the person i love until the end of time..yesterday i had this injury at my wrist..and huhuhu..lots of people thought that i was trying to commit suicide...wahahahahaha..

ok back to the update..ermm..work bertambah..Busy Busy Busy..no new PS2 game to play..wahhh boring..owh yeah i cant forget the nite that me and..ehem ehem..was chatting and chat and chat..from around 12 until 6 in the morning...wah lama tak buat macam tue..best best..thanx for giving me hope..hehehe...love yah..Owh yeah D&D session..we going to start new campaign..i guess the people that going to be in this new campaign, DM by Yong...would be Me (Half Vampire Samurai), Jaideep (Half Orc Barbarian), Sharil (Erm..Half Orc Monk.i guess), Ong (Changeling maybe), Munirah (Half Elf Bard i guess)...ermm need one more person in it...adeh..but Yong says that the we gonna enjoy the campaign..so we going to buy all the D&D books, Dices and stuff soon enough..maybe this saturday...talking bout saturday..i have an Exam on that day..ceh 1 more day b4 the exam..hahahaha...owh well i hope it is easy...last but not least..i love my new PC...blackish..hahaha "hitam itu kualiti"

Can't sleep..

2005-01-25T05:53:00.000+08:00

currently cannot sleep and eating Honey Melon pudding..nyum nyum

Wah..i suddenly woke up of something that so call bed..and straight sit infront of the machine called computer..ahahaha..i can't fall to sleep..i donno why..so i open my blog..reply a few comments...ehehehe..done

Well yesterday..as in monday was quite ok for me..i went to class..Principles of Marketing class.it was fun though..but the saddest thing would be..the lecturer who thought us all this while in that class will not going to teach us again in future..some other dude going to replace him..we sing in his class yesterday..who sang a song will get 5 bonus points..hahaha..whole shit loads of fun..after class i went home...under the hot steaming sun...wah...PANAS

Got msg via Ym..says that there is meeting yesterday nite..owh so do today..aih..meetings..meetings..meetings..haiyo...so went for meeting..nothing much update yesterday nite though...after meeting me sharil and yong went to alamanda for a so call supper..we ate a chef brew..haiyo i kinda like that place now..even though its quite an expensive restaurant? its quite worth to eat there...once in a while..i ordered something something tenpan...i forgot the name of the meal already..basicly it is sirloin with garlic rice and some some of those tenpanyaki look a like "vege" thing...hehehe..Fazri will hat this one though..wait..i think got no "taugeh" inside...haha..before the food arrive..i sit infront of the fountain lake..keep thinking about what happen in the pass..and thinking of the possible outcome in the future..haih *sigh*..eat my meal...done...went back watch Gundam Seed Destiny episode 15..then have my own time alone at the balcony..until feel mengantuk..so sleep

Here are the lyric translation of Getsurenka, an ending theme song for Shadow Hearts Covenant..i finish this game last week..it is recomended to those who go for good story and battle system...two thumbs up..well this is a nice song though..come on..read the lyric..its beautiful...wait until u guys heard the song..than u guys would understand..go and download la..or come to my house..listen to it....hahahaha

GETSURENKA by Mio Isayama

A miracle generated from the gradually disappearing gap
Guide everyone's heart to the place they belong

But all that I can do is to leave quietly
I will be guarding you like the moon shines the dark night

The deep thoughts about you, the kind of fetters that you've wanted
If I can use my hands to create light, I will ...

I have been longing for meeting you
Just like people loves the morning when they wake up

Smile for the happiness of being able to live together
If we can feel the same breeze I will ...

Ah even if I cannot touch your heart
it doesn't matter which kind of love if I can stay with you

The separated ones go beyond time and space and get together again

Ah because of you, I will keep waiting because of you
This is the thought that fills my heart

Ah when will we be able to live happily
Now I only want to quietly close my eyes

Because we will meet again

// dedicate this song to someone i love so much...haih..miss u

Speechless...

2005-01-24T09:45:00.000+08:00

currently listening to Getsurenka-Shadow Hearts Covenant (ending)

Well today would be another yesterday but..if i have one wish i would like to stay yesterday as long as im alive..

Monday..wohhh..just read Zaidi's blog....wah Tamaki Nami...in game..she look so kawaii..wah..square enix game..cool..ok ok..don't get to excited than..hahaha..i just woke up..ermm 100% fresh for today..brand new journey..and MORE WORK..hahaha...can't escape from it..can i ?..ok i have another new specs list for my new computer system...im quite satisfied with it..well at least i have my own pc..SOOOOON enough..i have class today..i receive a few id number, full names of my friend and stuff..the reason would be..sign attendance on behalf of them in today classes..hahaha..i bet the class would be quite empty today..owh well just go to the class than..its not like i have something else to do

I change into a different person now..wait slightly different..a few positive and negative here and there..well im still the same happy go lucky type of guy i guess..hah..i donno how to describe it..just see for urself..one thing for sure there is this sickness of mine..happen recently..and its quite scary..i keep forgeting things happen..some of my past..last year memories lost one by one..bit by bit...adoi...not just long term memory..short term memory lost also did happen to me..and it is damn crazy if u think this way..this is what happen..well one of it..i suppose to go out with someone...i know about it..but i just forget with who should i went out with?..where?..or for what reason i should be there?...it is more scary when i have this weird thoughts lately..what will happen if one day i woke up and realize i lost all my memories...it would be very very sad..and i hope those kind of things wont happen..its ok for me to be forgotten by someone..but i do not want to forget those people that i know before..those people who give me hope to live in this world..my friends..my family..i just hope this thing will stop..soon

i have an idea in my mind..about renovating my blog appearance into something that i thing would be turned out good..going to change the name of this blog also..no more "blind spot"..it would be...hahaha..wait la..well ill do this mini project as soon as i have the time and my computer...still thinking of name for my PC..

Owh i would like to say sorry to all friend of mine...i might be a bit not normal now a days..sorry if it would hurt u guys..but please do give me sometime until the old me is back..i need time to gain my sanity..and one day i guess..i will be back..no need no worries ok..later..chow

Hari Raya Shun's style

2005-01-22T01:01:00.001+08:00

Ok..today was quite tiring..but FUN..hahaha..i woke up...then celebrate raya..erm alone..then around 1pm like that Poh Quan..which is my friend..she ajak me to come along to alamanda with her..yeah..i put on my shoes..and off to the MMU bus stop..this is my first time going to alamanda with public transport..well it is quite cheap too..RM 1 per trip..first take NADI PUTRA bus for RM 0.50 to ERL station..go down and switch to another bus..with another RM 0.50, the bus will take u straight to Alamanda..

So we arrive at alamanda around ermm...i forgot..hehehe..we went to KFC..for our lunch first...we have a long chat..very nice chat with her though..until one scene occur..a cute little gurl came to us and she actually playing with some stuff on the table..hahaha..then we went straight inside Carefour...i spend RM 150 for today..erm Poh Quan says, i shops like a house wife...hahahaha..i donno..i just do what i always do..i just buy some kitchen stuff, hygene stuff and bathroom stuff..hehe..time to pay..then off me and pho quan go jalan jalan around alamanda..we plan to have chat while walking..until we become penat already..we have a sit and chat again..well today i felt like im one of those money changer guy..lots of stranger come to me and asked for change...adeh..well then around 5 pm like that we went back..

Just now me with the help of a few friend of mine..i manage to get a few good specs PC..within range of my budget..just to prepare it early b4 next week saturday..sharil says..he could bring me to lowyat to buy all the hardware that i need to assemble my PC..i just hope everything will go just fine

// owh its already 12 am, 22nd january 2005...today is Munirah's Birthday..she turn 20 this year...hahaha..happy birthday gurl..see u soon..an thanx a lot Poh Quan..it was one nice day though

What a Day

2005-01-18T01:33:00.000+08:00

Well to day im quite that busy my self..preparing for meetings and assignment in the morning until class which start at 12 pm..but i did not go for that 12 pm class because i forgot about it..arghhh im so forgetful..

Lately due to nearly end of...owh wait not near la..but the event will be held before the end of this acedemic year end..well Prom nite..a killer word for me..last semester while i still have a gurl friend..she did ask about to go or not to go..but due to my busy life style full of work kind of shit..i have to cancel the prom nite..well im so pity with her..so sorry gurl..i know she realy wanted to go..but i smashed her hope just like that..sorry again..well back to the current story..lately some of my friend asked me..why i did not go for prom nite..or some goes like this "pergi la prom nite"..so how should answer that type of question..well i know it is not compulsary for u to go to prom with partner..but most of them goe with their partner..i dont plan to go with my guy friend either...hahaha..i dont want to go there alone either..see people with their partner will make me hurt i guess or envy stuff like that..erm i might considered of going to the prom..but see first la how things turn out..i might change my mind..or maybe got sweet gurl who actualy wanted to go with me..hehehe

Well..today i went for meeting for my yearbook..everything run just ok..and right after the meeting we have some celebration for 3 birthday gurl who just turn to be 19 and 20..it is Evana's, Miera's, and Marissa's birthday..we have a cake..well it is my favorite cake actualy..banana chocolate cake from "secret recipe"..after that went for a meeting from 10 to 12 am..well im now im here..hehehe..done for the day..and what i and my fellow yearbookers going to do starting 11 pm til dawn tomorrow is quite an interesting things for me to do...we going for ghost hunting..well this gonna be one of our feature article in MMU yearbook Vol. 5..hope so going to see the ghost..ehehe..

Forgetful me

2005-01-17T00:29:00.001+08:00

Haha..yesterday nite i finish my Shadow Hearts Convenant game..after i get all final for fusion for both Kurando and Yuri, after i get all ultimate weopon and armor for all, and also "sweet" alternate costume for all the gurl character..i would like to say that this game have one of the best storyline from all the games that i ever played..well no i see why this game is one of the best game for 2004..they have nice ending song too..erm its been nearly a week after i send my "gurl" to sony wing for a repair..yeah "sheiyna" down again and this time it is totally my fault..i can't believe it..what i wanted to do is just snap a picture of one beutiful scene in sunset..but opss..butter fingers..the camera dropped onto hard ground and as the result..the automated shutter wont open like it is suppose to do..after a few minute that nite..it wont open at all..pity me..so malang..wahhh..this time i have to pay around rm 200 for mantainance parts and rm 70 for labor charges..adoi..all my money flow like water

This week..i receive a call from my home..it is my mom..hmmm..i donno if this thing ever happen to u guys or not..but this is it..my mom asked me to loan her a small amount of money to pay soem stuff..well actually not loan..its more like im giving it to help her..well its ok with me..who else should help her rite..if not her only son..so i will give her RM1000 to by the end of this month..although i have to cut my expenses planned for my computer stuff..and others..i guess it should be ok..

Tonite..they will be a meeting as always..at 8 pm to around 10 pm..depend on the agenda that will be discuss..and today i have additional meeting..which is at 10 pm until 12 pm..this meeting is for my assignment due on teusday which is the next day..so yesterday nite..after i finish shadow heart game..i do all my research for my assignment..all done..what a relief..and haha..u guys wanted to know why am i so forgetful..well one of the reason was..i forgot to attend my class today which is at 12 pm...adoi..lucky "tak kena marah" with my friend..ok last week i receive a few assignment from my freind..some are interesting some are not..well thanx guys for always let me busy with the stuff i like..thanx guys..i shall do my best to help u guys..well i guess that all my rant for today..

Im Down..for GOOD

2005-01-11T01:42:00.000+08:00

Tention..well hyperstress at this moment in time..i donno..i guess i just did something that im not suppose to do..what the fuck am i doing..im sick..i puke two times today..shit hungry man...i donno what to do now..i can't even think correctly..erghhh...i hate this feeling..where should i run away..i can't live here anymore...i did big mistakes tonite..i think i over do it this time..arghh what on earth am i thinking..got lots of work need to be done tonite and the due date is tomorrow..quizes..arghhhh..so tention..and im so so sorry for those people who actually involve with my sick attitude tonite..im no good for a friend..im no good for a person to actually walk on this mother earth..sorry for what i did tonite friend..bye

Its Incredibles..

2005-01-09T02:13:00.000+08:00

Wah..what a night..well it is sure do an incredibles nite for me..i just watch incredibles on DVD..well Sharil just bought some new movies to watch..

Ok today..what did i do..erm..let see..wake up in the morning..do some graphics editing and also designs some graphics..well its part of my life..then hit the shower..sit infront of the computer..surf the net..chatting..thats all..right after that..me sharil and ong went out to Lowyat..well we were bored..so thats what we did for thsi entire day..well its already sunday..so the actual event should took place yesterday..ehehe..well arrived in Lowyat at 4.30pm..go makan at Teppanyaki..or what ever how they spell it rite..I ate Chicken Teppanyaki, Gyoza and Ice Lemon Tea..wah..so nice..well i have an idea on what should i cosplay on MMU cosplay event this year...well im not going to tell u guys now..just wait until the time comes..ok some hints will do..im going to buy a ring with red stone on it..purple nail color..sandals..soem cloth..necklace..bandage..and football socks..wait !! wait!! im not promise anything..the only thing that i can promise is..i will try my best to cosplay on that day..not as participant..just for fun..

i had lots of fun today..fuh..well im speechless though..donno what to say..thanx to both my housemates..ok..daaaa

//3.20 am

just went back from Nirah's house..makan brownies..now im at home..hehehe..thanx nirah..for the brownies..u getting better and better gurl..u go gurl

Ragnorak Battle Offline

2005-01-08T11:45:00.000+08:00

I just wokeup on this very new day of saturday..nyuuu..well after playing a game called Ragnorak Battle Offline yesterday with Ong..yeah cuteness factor is there..fun, super massive combo and playing multiplayer with your friend..never be better..owh let me say priceless..Ragnorak Battle offline is actualy a fan made game..but look at the details of the game..well it might normal for u guys..but for me it near perfect..c'mon..its fan made..u can up to 3 player in one computer with only using one keybourd..squish a little spaces and yeah enjoy the game brothers and sisters..Ong played as Merchant named "Puchiko "and i played as Thief named "Shela"..don't ask why thats the name.."dah buntu" donno what to put for the name though..here some of the screen shot of the game;

Menu to level up your character stats and skills (click image to enlarge it)

In game play..AAaaaa..is'nt it cute..(click image to enlarge it)

Earlier before that i went to alamanda with my housemates for a dinner..we were actualy planned to eat at Chef&Brew..but we decided than to change restaurant for a change...We ate at Manhattan Fish Market..i dont care about all those hoax about poisoned fish or anything..what the hell..if the food is not eadible why bother selling it rite?..Hmm..i ordered Cod fish butter with tomyam for the main course, seafood mashroom soup for the appitizer, peach tea for the drink and last but not least a tiramisu for the desert..hahaha..well i love the frozen creamy tiramisu..."sedap giler"..after we finish diggin in our dinner we went inside alamanda and straight to carefour..Sharil wanted to buy something for his daily snacks..i called Amy which is believe also in Alamanda that very moment with my best friend Thara..they eat in A&W..wah what a coinsident..i was plannig to eat there earlier..nevermind..buy some stuff..then went back..play Ragnorak Offline with Ong..and then sleep..then here i am..infront of computer..writing a blog entry..

Thank you Friend..

2005-01-07T01:34:00.000+08:00

Today was quite okay for me though..yeah im sick and at the same time don't have any mood at all..meaning realy BAD mood..but..here come the best part of today..yea..Thara one of my best friend..we both from penang and both studied at the same school from Form 1 till Form 5..and now both of us in the same university..but we did not see each other much..each of us busy with our own stuff that need to be done..than this sweet freind of mind buzz me and say ;

Thara: heyyy lama gila tak chat dgn u ?
Thara: how're ya doin la?
Me: not fine i guess
Thara: haaa? whuts wrong la?
Me : i donno
Thara : asal niii...

hehe..and we have a long chat..she gave me a 10 bucks worth of prep talk..you have my word gurl..i will try my best to stay away from trouble..and yeah i guess i felt the energy back inside of me..i told her a lot about my problems..about what had happen to me all this years..well its been a while since we have a chat though..and yeah she invited me to come to her new house in bertam..which is quite near to my hometown actually..can cycle there..but my bicycle are in Malacca rite now..i gave my bicycle to my ex-housemate Firdaus..since that it is hard for me to move that bicycle from malacca to cyberjaya..im so enlighten..thanx for everything thara..i owe u a lunch..or dinner..breakfast or maybe supper..

well this week i done a few of my yearbook graphic work for the up coming event "Photoweek 3"..this week was like hell for me..because of all those work that comes to me without warning..aiyork..

poster design that i make for the Photoweek 3 : Senior Portrait (click image to enlarge it)

// Thanx again Thara..luv ya

Update !!!

2005-01-06T13:39:00.000+08:00

So far..well i guess lots of things happen lately..and some of it makes me realy happy and some of it make me sad..well i had a feeling that i dont want to pick up any calls nor checking my emails..and be invi in my YM..its all because i want to rest a little..but i can't..its my responsible to make things done..and make sure things done..meetings work..more meeting and more work..always be my best friend..yesterday i annouce to my friend that wednesday night are the only day that i will be free for this whole trimester..erghhh..nevermind..maybe i deserve it somehow..

Yesterday i met Shylla, Mafa, Zaim, Hafeez and Azam..we all eat our dinner together..for the first time after how many month i did not eat together with my friends like that..well it is all find..we chat and chat..make lame jokes that i always do..and hope to make people happy..but after that Shylla's mother arrived in cyberjaya..jeng jeng jeng..ahaaaa..what would happen next..well its nothin to u guys..but it means a lot to me..so Shylla called me and Mafa to meet her mother..well its been a while since i talk or see Shylla's mother..erm "kekok" skit..well like what happen..i think i screwed up..just hope nothin that i do or i spoke make her feel uneasy..well after that continue eating my Speghetti Marinara and one whole Hawaiian Chicken Pizza..around 10 something i guess..we went home..with lots of question mark appears in my ponder..some of Shylla's word make me feel as loser as i could ever be..yeah im a loser plus loner..erghh lots of things had happen..and nothing good i gain and thank god nothin worst either..i felt like i need one new friend that im not that familiar with..well preferably girl..and have a long chat about us together...erghh that would be great..yeah want to make new friend..but nyuuu~ im not that desperate are'nt i..works and meetings keep me away from me to socialize like i used to..

So..went im at home..quickly asked permition from Ong..to use his comp..well i screwed up again online this time..eghhh..i on R.O.S.E. online..which is a new game that i found out by reading my friend blog..well there is a little problem with the game installed in Ong's computer..it seems like the computer does not recognise any of the words written in the game..yeah great and now my level 12 character can't do a thing..seems i need to go back to the first starting island and get my certificate..to get a job..how the heck should i know..everytime i talk to NPC..teh only thing that i can undersatnd is numbers..others just Question Marks..haiyo i dont know if i can manage my self to go back all the way from "Zant the City of Canyon"..back to the starting point of the game..haiyo..next month i think i'll be able to by my computer..i think i go for Desktop..and haha..my Workstation bed gonna be at living room too..put some aroma theraphy on the table..decor a bit..yeah it would be nice place for me..

Close up of my female character Izumi Chiaki (click image to enlarge it)

Haha..she weild a baseball bat.. sexy an super cute huh (click image to enlarge it)

My Izumi kick ass (click image to enlarge it)

Yupp we back to old school.."Board game"..my housemate Ong..he bring back a board game called "Monopoly"..its been long time ago ever since i played this board games..well i, yong, ong and sharil join the game..we have great laugh and fun playing monopoly..wow "puas seyh"..well as the result...i bankrup first then yong...and teh winner of the game..Ong...hehehe it was fun though..we played until late at 4 am..nyuu..then went to sleep..well i plan to play "monopoly" again today..well at least this will make me always happy...and also i should say thanx to shylla, mafa, zaim, azam and hafeez..thanx cuz make the night the nicest ever ever since last semester..love u guys..

//yes today i got no meetings..but still i have night class..erghh this sux

Sex in A Pool !!! WTF !!!

2005-01-02T17:01:00.000+08:00

Ok..this is a bit surprising for me..around 1.40 pm this afternoon..i with another two of my friend which is Amalyna and Ain went to this new open block C apartment in cyberia for a swimmin..so we walk from my block straight to block C..and on our way to that place we saw one couple in a swimming pool at the Cyberia Club House were having their sweet time in a pool..they were having French Kiss..so i thought that was it..but noooooo ~..Amalyna ask me to look closely..so we saw them stop kissing on their lips and the guys start kissing the neck of the gurl..something like that..and then we find out something weird is going on there..the gurl was like humping and moaning..well not loud but we still can hear it..and we also realize that the guy was "moving"..erm..u know like having sex..that kind off thing..well if u can't imagine it then just go search any porn site..or ~..just forget it and become a good gurl and boy..hehehe..but what the heck la..first it is in the middle of day light..second it is very very open space..who ever live in 4th and above floor would able to see it clearly..and what the F**K..what are they thinking la?..just because there is nobody else within the pool area..it doesnt mean that they could do that in open public space right..erghh if "tak TAHAN" find a better place la..curse both of u bastard.."memalu kan kaum Melayu ajer"..im so pissed..

Yesterday..well this house were full of laughter again..hehe..4 of us..which is me, yong, sharil and ong which is in his hometown..play this online game called Gunbound..the result of that game is..i manage to buy new equipment for my avatar..and i level up to higher ranking which is "double stone hammer"...yong are now at "double wood hammer" rank..i guess soon enough he will become "Stone Hammer"..yo go dude..keep up a good work..and hahaha..i kill u more after this..hahaha..so we play among us the housemate..i team up with yong...and sharil team up with ong...well my team combination was so perfect..and we won lots of gold..anyway thanx u guys..playing with me..all this while i only play with bunch of stranger..and haha..i got 6 more new friend from gunbound..they add me inside their list because of the skill that they see inside me...

//i wish i have my digital camera just now..so that i can catch those two bastards in their scene..warrr..biler nak siap nie..sabar sabar..next week ajer

A New day in a New Year

2005-01-01T11:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i was to tired to write in my blog..well this is what i and my fellow housemate does yesterday..We planned to watch "Kungfu Hustle" in One Utama..of course we booked the ticket earlier..but before we went to One Utama..Sharil bring us to Sony service centre..they have one huge HQ there in damansara area..it is because i wanted to get my Digital Camera repair as good as it was..so the lady says..it is just a minor problem..problem with the lens..so she suggest me to send it in for a service..So i decide to gave out "sheiyna" my cybershot digital camera to that lady at the counter..sign a form..and thats it..im done..and the "sheiyna" will be ready in somewhere in next week..well atleast i could take picture this time..more assignment in the future that required me to use that camera..

After that we go straight to One Utama..it is still 4 ++ pm..so we decide to "makan makan" first..and haha..i go to the ATM machine and withdraw rm200 just in case..then go staright to the food court..i ate "Cabonara Beef Spegethi"..mmm..it is not bad if we compared with the price..than we stop at a few ps2 and computer show..i bought Full Metal Alchemist and Xenosaga 2..at 6.15 pm we went into the cinema room number 4 for the show..well me and my housemate can't stop laughing..me and yong sit side by side..so double amplifide sound burst..hahaha..kidding..well this movie is very very good one from Stephen Chow..i wish to watch it again one day..ehehe..after the movie we went to "Anime tech"..i was tempted with all those vinil modals in that stores..*drool*..but the thing that i bought was only..full metal alchemist key chain..and naruto dog tag..yeah im still wearing it..it is very very nice crafting..i wanted to buy "itachi" pouch bag..so that i could put my camera in..but i can't spend to much..if not "makan pasir for the whole month la"..

Then we went straight home..entered parking space and we saw Munirah in a car..hehehe..park her car at the ground level..we went for the second floor and park there..so this is it..im not infront of the computer..well today "mendung"..water inside the swimming pool are still in bad condition..when are they going to clean it...earghh..screwed cyberia

New Year 2005 !!!

2004-12-31T13:11:00.000+08:00

I don't have any resolution for this new year..well everytime a have a resolution i will not achive anything..might as well just do what i think i have to do..and be good with it..hahaha..well to day i and my housemate will go to damansara area..all for of us..me, yong, ong and sharil..we going to watch "Kungfu Hustle"..hah screwed new year celebration or anything..im not into it ..nope..uhuh..i've been having lots of weird things lately..

Owh seems like our house going to have full equipment to cook..might as well we do something with it..me and the remaining bowling members in cyberjaya..which is..mafa, shela, azam, zaim, and hafeez going to have a "makan makan" together..its been awhile that all of us sit together have a long chat and stuff like dat..and of course my housemate going to join us too..what we planning to do is..i as the main chef..(its my blog what the heck hehe..) with a few of my subordinates (kah kah kah..sorry guys) going to buy some meterial to cook and cook our food for that day..haha i know its going to be whole lots of fun..i hope this would rebuild our friendship spirit which slightly crack after a years..haha shela and mafa will be the official "bawang kupas girl"..hehe kidding la..so far the cooks would be Me..Yong..Azam and maybe Sharil..hehe..oppss..i did not tell this plan to my housemate yet..anyhow better still just wait until everything is confirm..

From Left: Azam, Hafeez , Izan , Mafa and Zaim (click image to enlarge it)

One more future planning would be one similar trip to what i've been last third trimester in malacca..it was one memorible Langkawi trip..but huh..i don't have any pictures..just memories and a film container which i already throw it a few days before..its realy hard for me though..to bare all those sweet memories which sometimes make me smile, laugh and also cry..so Kak Ilyia and Abg Shaiful was planning to have a trip something like that..i believe this should be a reunion..seems everybody have their own things to do and their own path they took..so this would put back each of us on our chain called friendship..lots of things have change since our last time together friend..i choose to go for it..all my friend says that im the thoughest guy they ever meet..well to see how far the truth is..i should become one right?..it my be hurt me or anything..but it is impossible for me not to have fun right..hehe..long time did not see them all..the last would be the Langkawi Trip...and there i go vanished alone into mist that i myself created..sorry guys..i need time for myself as well..i hope this planned would be a good one..and yes i will do my best to be what i am as what u know me before..i love u guys so much..and i will do anything to make sure the chain of our relationship would never break..even though lots of things happen lately..everything has change..but i believe this does not change our self to each other..put things asside and make our days beautiful..*cry*..so where u giys planning to go this time..No Genting!!!..and as for azam, hafeez, zaim and mafa..thanx for caring about me and help me rebuild my strenght after i am down to great disaster which happen to me 1st trimester Beta..i don't beleive it either..mafa and zaim special thanx for the Audio Warfare ticket..yeah i realy let myself out that nite..azam and hafeez thanx "sebab korang sanggup jadi bahan kena pekena"..hehe..i will be there and join u guys..we going to make this nicer than before rite guys?..yeah

//anyway Happy New Year *hugs* and don't forget to pray for those who died in the earth quake and tsunami tragedy..alfatihah for the muslim and a moment of silent for non muslim..*shhhh....*

Malacca Trip

2004-12-30T14:50:00.000+08:00

Well yesterday i've been to malacca with shela and her sister..well nothing much to say..i was not in the mood of seeing people there, as soon as i arrived there..got la something happen as soon as i put my butt on a chair at te restaurant that we went to..i've seen my friend Lynn, Nur, and Ojen..which is the members of "the dFKs"..one of them Mamin was not there at that time..we believe that she was still sleeping due to no early class yesterday..hahaha..well i planned to sms Lynn right after i finish my breakfast there at the restaurant..i don't remember the name of the restaurant though..haha..well Lynn was so surprise seing me there in malacca.."kena marah jugak".."sakit kena cubit ngan Lynn" im glad she still remember me..haha..we have a chat and she eat "telur setengah masak"..egg is her favorite food..kahkahkah..meet my old friend which was in SPB malacca..and u guys know what?..she thought all this while i am still in malacca..haha..and then Lynn went up to her appartment..shela and her friend went inside the campus..and me alone walk to Jusco..seems like i don't have any mood of seeing anybody..so might as well i go for my "theraphy"..long time i needed it..well i got it now..and im happy with it..

Then shela pick me up in jusco around 4pm and we went to Mahkota Parade..i don't want to say a thing..so what i did was..i buy a "lolly pop"..and put it inside my mouth..when she ask am i ok? or why "diam"? i say "i tengah makan nie, macam mana nak cakap?" haha..good excuse huh..then we straight went back cyber..

Arrived at cyber..ask my housemates if they wanted to eat..yeah we went straight to alamanda and eat..i ate chicken nyonya grill, fries, some "vege", bread with butter spread, cheese cake, coffee, "sky juice", potato cream soup,.."mmg kenyang"..hehe..called Ganaesh and he was in Munirah's house..ceh ingat kena culik..

This morning i woke up..straight call strymyx tele centre..and yeah i fixed the line..it was not stable for one whole day yesterday..and Yong our engineering student reconfigured our router setting..and finally we are back online..hehehe..thats all updates fo today..

// thanx shela for inviting me there..although it is not a perfect day for us..but i can't lie by saying that i did not enjoy myself at all..i do have one long "bla bla" chat with u..after what?how many month we did not see each other..thanx a lot.. ;)

An Earth Quake..erghh where???

2004-12-26T14:57:00.000+08:00

*currently addicted to anime series Bleach and Gundam Seed Destiny..~_-

Well i just heard from my roommate uzairi..he mention about what he saw on TV3 news just now..well its about an earth quake activity..it occured around 8.58 am..well i was still in my" far far away land" (dream on baby)..thats why i can't notice it..the news says earth quake activity are detacted occurs in Northwest Sumatra..tremor were felt at several places in Peninsula Malaysian such as Langkawi, Kedah, Pulau Pinang, Perak, Selangor, Negeri Sembilan , Kelantan, Trengganu and Klang Valley..so what we just experince this morning are just part of the effect..below are two links that might be helping u guys to figure out what actually happen..

Today i woke up late..and hehe..put my lazy bum on this plastic chair and start watch Bleach from episode one..haha..this is such a cool anime..its has all sorts genre that i like..it has comedy(yeah tonnes of it), action (double the weight) and love (make that three tonnes..hehe)..well the story was interesting..it touched my sensitive feeling too..i cant stop laughing while watching this anime..well atleast i can forget about my inner wounds for awhile..currently i just have episode 1 until 10..and same goes for Gundam Seed Destiny..sharil have another extra 2 episode..episode 11 and 12..but its in RAW..so no subtitle means u are totaly lost without a dictionary..wah i need japanese class..next year baby..wah siriously i just can't take away my interest on gundam since i was a small child..i was not able to buy those expansive toys that time..but now..hehehe..

Wah im now full with positive energy..with an aroma of sky from the Ambi Pur we bought for our leaving room that day..yeah im back from my despair and stand..eh wait im sitting..yes and sit like a strong person~ ehehehe..what am i crapping about..i receive an SMS from my high school friend Farah which is also a high school friend of Azam and Hafeez..what a small world..well Farah left penang and stay in T.T.D.I..owh im began to off track here..erm yeah we got to have a reunion this Saturday..so she ask me to reconfirm with her this Wednesday...but i scared i can't go..i just hope there is no meeting on saturday..well thats all i can..like what people says "kita hanya merancang, tuhan yang menentukan"..well piles of work will keep on hunting me i guess..i cant just escape from my responsiblity right?..owh i only won 6 background set from that gunbound competition..owh well better than nothing right?

//edited 7:45 pm, Sunday, December 26

just called my mom which live in Penang..to make sure my mom and family are ok..well thank god all of them are ok..im so worried when earlier thi morning i called both house and my moms handphone..and there is no respond..my mom does not feel the effect of the earth quake because she was out of the house buying "nasi lemak" for my brothers, sister and grandma..but my grandma..which stayed in the house felt the tremor..she was terrified but she is okay alhamdullilah..it is understood that people who live in any building during this tremor will fell it..im so relieve..my family is saved..

Drowning

2004-12-26T02:04:00.000+08:00

*currently listening to Initial D Original Soundtrack

I hate this feeling..feeling of guilty.."dark claws tore the bright white cloth that covered me all this while from chaos and despair"..tonite i can't take it anymore..what is actualy happen..why must it happen....I felt like everything start to break apart..something goes wrong but i still not aware what it is..what actually happen to the surroundings that im in..well time realy change our surrounding including the people in it..

Today's morning i woke up with nobody around..everybody seems to go back their hometown..and i left here alone..well i come across to think bit about what is actualy happen in my live..i keep on ponder about this few phrase..a loner or a loser..well i am a loner..i tend to stay out of crowd no a days..i rather stay in this dark hole i called home..just now i went out to almanda with my housemate and friend..seing other people there reminded me on how awful life i've been through..then suddenly i saw someone look similar to my dad..my real dad..i tend to remember all the sweet things that i and my parents done before..i think i miss my dad..i miss the old family that i happy in..i might be selfish for saying that i have a bad family..but i just want it back..PLEASE!!!!..i cried there in alamanda food court..seing kids very happy..ergh i envy them..this tears..is it tears of a man or tears of a child?..Everything screwed up nowadays..F**k it..is like im in different timeline which im not aware of what had happen..lots of question and doubt which suddenly appears in my mind..

I talked with my friend..Asfarina..she said..she miss alpha life..so do i..thats is the time where everybody are together and i felt very strong that time..Ganaesh says everything started to break apart..i realize that either..i wish i could do something to bring back the "semangat" that long time "terkubur" when we left alpha year..i hope tomorow will be a better day for me and everybody who felt the same as what i felt

MMU Worlds 2005

2004-12-26T01:55:00.000+08:00

This is one of the biggest event that going to be held in MMU cyberjaya..MMU worlds..a debate competition which involved students from well known Universities..come over and witness this prestige event..(for more information click the image above )

also check out this links

//thanx for this event..i got no class in the duration of this event....three days holiday

MMU interfaith Talk

2004-12-26T01:51:00.000+08:00

This event going to be held in MMU Malacca..8th interfaith talk.."Status of Women in the Eyes of God"..more information will be required soon..for those who happen to be in Malacca or near Malacca..or have big interest in this kind of event..u can come over to Multimedia University Malacca Campus..

I am Naruto-Kun

2004-12-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hahaha..i am Naruto the main character in this anime series..well he is my favorite character..ermm..am i going to cosplay as him, for the cosplay event this semester..well Fumi and Nox cosplaying as Sasuke and Orochimaru..they asked me to cosplay as Naruto..but so hard to make the costume la..if rock lee easy la..but wait..i smell something fishy here..are they trying to do what they did to me in previous cosplay event?..

//i took this quiz before long time ago..i thought the result should be different..but look like i and naruto are some how alike..hehehe..well u guys can try out this quiz though..just click the image above..

"Ebil Mode"

2004-12-24T11:18:00.000+08:00

Ohaiyo..well i just woke up from my sleep..actually i woke up earlier but i went back to sleep..i was waiting for gunbound christmas event price winning announcement..but i cant seem to get through the web...owh well ..i deal with that later..erm i woke up early this morning and find out that yong is infront of the TV with my console analog controller in his hand..He restarting playing Unlimited Saga..well i asked him about his progress in the game he played.."no answer"..i look at his eyes..well it was partially open..then i realize he was sleeping..hahaha..my housemate fall to sleep while in the middle of battle..hahaha..well this is not the first time though..lucky it was only a turn base battle system..and not active time battle..if it is active..i guess he should be dead and yupp gameover..this is not his first time though..he did this before for Final Fantasy X2 and Lord Of The Ring The Third Age..

today is friday..nothing much interesting on tv this time..well nothing much interesting things can be done today..i got class at 6 until 7..owh yeah..i read a news yesterday about this "Browser War"..if not mistaken i come across the phrase saying that microsoft bought an anti spyware programme and detect Mozilla Firefox as a spyware..WTF???..what is this?..well im not sure about the whole story and how true is this just yet..aiyork..i forgot where did i read this news..if not i could just at a link it or something to my post..

//got to go and fetch for food..

Mutliplayer Frenzy

2004-12-24T04:02:00.000+08:00

Just finish playing Naruto 2 versus two player with Yong my housemate..haha..i won for 2 times and the rest his..hehehe..well after i finish one of the most boring and uninteresting class last nite..i went back to cyberia and search for Nasi Lemak stall infront of cyberia resident..but they did not open for today..so i went back home with my empty stomach..as soon as i opened the door i go straight to My Console and insert the Shadow Hearts Covenent disk..and continue my game..haha its been a while since i played this game..i stop playing shadow hearts half way..opss not even half way i guess..all because of Star Ocean Till The End Off time..erm i completed star ocean included all the hiddin bosses and dungeon..

After that i stop for a while and go buy some food outside.."no nasi lemak..nasi goreng thai pon jadi"..went back..eat..and watch "Latte at 8"..the whole house are full of our laughter..haha..yeah we are for sure enjoy our self watching our Malaysian J-Lo hosting the show..after the show..we got nothing else to do..so we browse around all the dvd's i have..and come across Ghost In The Shell : Stand Alone Complex..at first we were planned to let Yong play the story mode..but instead we play the multiplayer mode..and hahaha..start the battle between me and Yong..well i win a lot of the battle..he awarded me with the best missle and rocket luncher user..hehehe..he kill me twice in melee style..i cant do anything coz my character was heavy type soldier..and his was speed type user..we sure do enjoy the game..our house "mmg meriah la" hehehe..seronot..im so happy this sem..i got no problem just yet..everything just find..not a single problem come across yet..

*get myself a "buah Lai" and eat..nyum nyum

My Timetable

2004-12-22T17:08:00.000+08:00

// for my friend who reads my blog and wanted to know when is the time that i free and not free ..this is it

"Baju Melayu"

2004-12-21T23:17:00.001+08:00

Today is my second day of this trimester...and i reaceive lots of comments about me wearing baju melayu..some says i look macho..some says" dah jadi alim ke?"..and some says "what the hell had happen to me?"..well im still the old person u guys know..erm maybe..anyway i just like this new night outfit of mind..hehehe.."baju melayu" are so nice to wear..well i like the part when people says i look nice and macho..i dont understand with some malays who have this kind of mind set..where if u are malay u must be total 100% malay..like me i rather have all mix up in me..i thought it will bring up more understanding in me of other ethnics..some of them complaint about me having weird foreign names..durh its only a nickname..as long as the name does not shows how "bad" u are in using such languages or even some people tend to use bad part of human organ as their nickname..but if u have...erm let see..as an example.."ASS" as ur nickname, are that brings up ur identity..is that what u realy is..no heart feelings there..it is just my idea and "some some" of what i learn in class..

//4:18pm Wednesday

this is the continue of what i suppose to write in this post last night..because of some unpredictable thins happen to my friend Diyana..last night which she disturb me all the time when i wanted to finish up my post..and now i dont know what am i suppose to post..well i just went back from campus..it was one tiring day..imagine class starting at 10 am straight until 4 pm without any gap between them..owh i registered one more subject for this trimester..erm i guess 6 subject is not that bad right?..yeah i was a find day..and all of my lecturer this trimester were very professional and yet good in communicate with students..most of them are good in humour..i just realize lecturers come from foreign country are more active than our local pasive lecturer..well not all of our local lecturer is pasive..but most of them are..u know what i mean..now i have good lecturers teaching me..i think i should strive my studies to make my cgpa a lot better..

Back to University..and there goes my social life

2004-12-20T10:15:00.000+08:00

Rise and shine..early bird catch the worm..erm today is my first day for this MMU 3rd trimester,im still in my pyjama ("baju melayu")..i woke up early this morning again because of the Korean series..yeah went is the last time i communicate with nirah about this story..well it was fun though..we far to each other but yet still could discuss about this korean tv series as "hangat" as possible..i just read nirah's blog..ceh lucky me all this while she was ok..i mean maybe she is not ok..but better than worst..hehehe..lega pakcik kat cyber nie

I got class at 2 o'clock today..yeah ..for this whole of new week, i think im going to hate thursday..8 am early in the morning class..that are a total dumbest thing that im going to do for this wole trimester..curse u MMU..well my social live is ruined here in cyberjaya campus..like last trimester..i can hardly spend my time for with my friend and to make things worst i can't even fantasizing myself in my own leisure time..cummunicate with people by using none other than "bisness language"..work work work..thats all i have last semester..and i guess this sem "gonna" be worst..erm i planned to join "Capoeira" team in cyberjaya..well i do need some some of those social life..dont want to ruined my life with a pile of papers and mouse clicking frenzy..kinda think of it i do learn capoeira before in high school but not that great..i joined it just to manage my anger and become more and more efficient in the way i think and work..not just that..capoiera helps me regain my self conscious at time i had lose control own my mind and body (anger management)..im still and angry man but now in different way..i manage to get over with my anger..erm i talked to Mafa and Zaim about this though..they wanted to join me..donno?

Yesterday was realy tiring..it was sunday..and i woke up early just to attend a meeting..than i started boost my physical engine..and with a mental strenght call "will", started to clean up and resorting my house..well its "a bit" distorted in a holiday..owh well i get it over done slow and steady....i am the last one standing until this house of mind are at 100% better than before..i just can say it is better..just dont ask why?

Bleedman's with his own version off Powerpuff Girl and other Cartoon Network Characters (click image to enlarge it)

another characters chart of Bleedman's "doujishi" Powerpuff Girl (click image to enlarge it)

Ahaaa..my friend sharil..show us about this cool dude called Bleedman..i dont know about his real name though..but his real talent is what i see for real...i added a new link in my link list "Bleedman's Comic"..well the link leads to his artwork web page..reads his manga..it i totally different story and yet cooler anime version of Powerpuff Girl..trust me it is magnificient..try it..i read the whole manga until the recent part which is chapter 4..erm ok ..wanna stay away from this computer for a while..

*wink wink

//owh before i forgot..i think cyberia has been invaded by mushrooms (kids or brat)..well i guess the reason why those kids suddenly appears is because finally cyberia have residents who is capable in reproduce babies..hahaha

My New Template

2004-12-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

Check Out my New Template..is this nice or what?..but it is only compatible for Mozilla user for now..because some of the image are in PNG format..so they should be a problem in viewing some of the graphic and images..and from what i see..the banner and te sidebar appears not as what i've code..so use Firefox everyboy..hehehe promote nie..okie i'll be doing some editing to the template soon to make sure my blog compatible for both Mozilla and Internet Explorer..why i choose Full Metal Alchemist?..well the reason i use Full Metal Alchemist (this is one good anime..u guys should watch it if haven't watch the series) as one of the assets in my template because i like the character inside this anime so much..Edward Elric..he is some how have a bit of my personality..and..the most obvious thing that both of us have incommon would be the height..hehehe..who knows me and have seen me before should know why..well Lego used to call me Edward-kun or chan back in Malacca Campus..damn i miss Malacca Campus..last but not least please leave a comment about my blog's new look...click the comment button here..yeah thats the one..*click it..

* wink wink

//edited at 4:23 am, December 17

// i finally finish fixing the problem..now both Mozilla user and Internet Explorer lover are able view my page correctly without error..hehehe..penat nie..

Here are the list of changes i make

my layout images (FMA theme)
my comment header image (look at Edward and Alphonse..kawaii)
post viewed are now limited to 5 entries per page (to make sure the page does not load very slow ) so u guys should know where to find the other previous entries rite..
no more PNG images

*well thats all i guess..just hit the comment button down there and write your feed back to me..so that i could improve my blog interface..thanx everybody..~_-

PS2, X BoX and Game Cube..which one is it?

2004-12-15T14:47:00.000+08:00

Just went into Sharil's room when he howler my name..he show me the video of morgan web destroyed a few console as a test on which console can endure it..wel out of Gamecube, PS2 and X BoX..the test include drop down from high level..sledge hammer and argh i forgot the first one..guess what the Game cube win..and at the end of the show Morgan completely gone nuts and destroyed the other two console...eghh poor PS2 and X BoX

*taknak kasik kat Aku la..membazir ajer

COSMAS, Rock da WORLD,Joe Flizzow & Friends...or something else?

2004-12-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

Morning..owh wait its noon..silly i am..ok first think that i did today was..Blinking my eyes to wake up from my sleep..the dream are aren't that nice though..i dont no lately i keep on dreaming about my past and keep seing stuff that hurt me a lot..i woke up today with a tears running down my cheek..T___T..wassup la..ok..again today i woke up early in the morning just to make sure that i wont miss the Korean series

Todays episode are very sad..well that guy reminds me of myself though..yeah the one who always waiting, loyal and cry for the person they love..well i just hope that Kwan-woo and his teacher or so call "lover", Chae-won will be back together again..well for those who does not know what im talking about..well read my previous post titled "The Reason"..well yesterday Sharil has come back to our house in cyberjaya..so it makes 3 of us now in Cyberjaya..and im not alone anymore..so yesterday night i went out with Zaidi aka Tidus to search for something that can fill up my empty stomach..heheh well we went to La' Tumis..hell with the name..the food sux..what can i say thats the only restaurant open..eh actually there is one more..a mamak stall...but they sux and expensive..so i grap my Mee Hailam bungkus and went home straight..unpacked my food and start diggin..hehe then come mister "Barney" aka Sharil, he came to me and give a gift..want to know whats the gift?..yeah i told u..it was a Koala..soft toys la..kinda cute hehehe..thanx dude..i'll fry this and eat..hahah kiddin..erm than we were talking about COSMAS event (cosplay malaysia) which going te be held this saturday..so i planned to attend that event which cost me rm15 per entry..and also planned to go for Rock da World Concert which also going to be held this saturday at stadium merdeka at 3 pm until late..wah if i went for this concert i might miss the Joe Flizzow and Friends concert..argh why they must do everything in one day..

and then i finally remembered and realize that i cant attend to any of those stuff..because on that particular day also i have a conference that i must attend to..well i am one of the editor in Multimedia University Yearbook team..so it is appropriate for me to attend that conference with Alumni this saturday..so in conclusion i choose work rather than entertain myself..ergh always like that..why do i have to always work and work and work..my social life is ruined bit by bit..after that i went back to pc and updating my blog.chating and look at my next year schedule..then my fren Afif BUZZ!!! me through Yahoo Massenger..he ask me about our layout design for the yearbook project volume 5..so we discuss and discuss until we come to this level where its hard to explain through live internet chatting..yeah he tried to explain his graphics idea to me..but it is quite hard to actually get the picture..so what happened after this is this...

screenshot on the discussion using yahoo massenger crayon IMVironment from our dedicated artist and designer Afif

Haha..at the same time i was chatting with a few of my friends (Asfarina chat with me the most..thanx coz layan me) and also helping shela on her blog designs..hehe..im so happy to help people out..well im quite piss at her that evening..we have a small fight about small thing..but i guess we are ok..hehe..erm this week are quite pack for me also..i have to do lots of thing..clean up this whole place that i call HOME..the kitchen especially..have to make room for a Fridge that finally going to be one of the assets of this house..Sharil bought the Fridge from Seng Heng..and according to him the fridge going to arrive here this friday..now i've been thinking of getting a stove for the kitchen because it seems like we have a place to store our ingrediants for cooking now..

Ish i've been thinking about Nirah lately..eversince i went back to cyber jaya i cant seem to get connected to her phone at all..wait i do get connected but nobody pick up the phone.i called the other number also cant get me through her..what actually happen to her?..is there something wrong?..at first im quite piss also..because this is not her first time on making me realy worried about her..haiyo this is one of my friend that always make me worried a lot..well Nirah..i hope u are ok..somewhere out there..

owh My mom call me this morning saying that she cant help me with my money problem.. again..well looks like i have to work on it myself again..just like what i always do..haiyo for once i "teringin" being helped by my own family members..everytime on my own..felt like i've been left by my family..erghh i hate this feeling..

* currently listening to Full Metal Alchemist OST..yeah

PS2 with a "tan" ...

2004-12-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

(click image to enlarge it)

Look PS2 tan..Kawaii-ne..*wink wink*..i thought they only do this on OS..hehe currently i got nothing to do..an im a bit piss off rite now..some person make me realy piss today..i have to pay a lot for bills..ergh nearly rm 200 ++..so to make my self calm..i open my photoshop and edit whole shit load of photos and images..while listening to Room of Angel by Akira Yamaoka..it is the theme song for Silent hill 4..wicked and surprisingly this song calm my heart and soul..alright then..i think i want to search for food and eat em'...

*wink wink..

arghhhh CRAP !!!!

2004-12-14T17:37:00.000+08:00

I just realize something wrong..i open all my image gallery in computer..just for fun actually..try to find something that i could edit and use for u know..anything..but suddenly i found out photos taken using my camera in one folder which is most probably the cause of what happen to my camera..well usualy i only transfer my images into computer when my card is full and i store it in one folder for each transaction..well in one of this folder which is contain the images from my work in yearbook and the image which taken by my friends..i dont usually edit or rename the name of the file..so the computer will store the image in right order..the image from DSC3150 until DSC3241 have no problem..but the image after that are the image which have problem....well i suspected this incident happened when me, munirah, ganaesh and dee went out together for a dinner..after that dinner we went to Masjid Putra in putrajaya..munirah wanted to rollerblading around there..few image were okay at first but few last image were in bad condition as what my camera did now..the image taken by my camera now will look very very terrible..blur and a bit glarry..very sensitive to white color images..i thought it was the over expose function but after i tune the camera with zero exposure, still the image are in bad condition..so i assume that the problem with my camera started that night itself until now..and i am not the one who use the camera that night..i did not use it because i was sick..if i am the cause of it..its ok..but this is someone else doing..and im not sure if this person knew about it or not..erghh crap..the camera work just fine with me but now..arghhh crap..its not that cheap to buy a new digital camera

Miracles Happen

2004-12-13T13:20:00.000+08:00

Wow..something weird just happen to me..Thank God..yeah i PASS all my subject..i thought im going to Fail my Quantitative Analysis which is one of my worst subject..well to be honest with you, i hate this subject....the moment i put in my password and student id i felt like empty..because i was expecting the worst, but hehe..seing the word PASS for all of my subject make my heart beat again..yeah no supplimentary paper means no repeat paper and also no more Quantitative Analysis for me..erm here it goes again..my pointer drop again from 2.95 drop to 2.65..ergh cannot be like this..must do something to make sure my pointer at top again

*so happy..guling guling atas carpet

The Reason...

2004-12-13T11:09:00.000+08:00

*yawn* huh i just woke up from my bed..well some people can call that bed..heheh..wanna know why i woke up early this time...haha..its all because of this one Korean Tv Series Titled ; Romance aired at tv 2, 11 o'clock in the morning from Monday to Friday. I started watching this series since at munirah's house. Very touching love stories and yeah i think the teacher and the student should have chance to be together in sence of humanity. Never thought that love can be this hard huh..yeah..it even can make u suffer for ur entire life..put that aside and look at the bright side..what the hack both of them are one cute couple i've ever seen...not just that they even have a nice theme song for this tv drama..im not sure about the title..maybe it is "Loving You"..well thats the only word they repeated so many time..Here are the review that i found on the net written by V "X" Naldi..i cant write any review just yet because im still at the early stage of the series..

After watching Romance, the success of teacher-student comedy My Tutor Friend (over 4.8 million admissions) seems easier to accept. Perhaps it was Kim Ha-neul's performance in this series prompting the producers to cast her in the film (an adaptation of an online story, retelling the struggles of a poor tutor having to deal with a spoiled rich brat who forces every teacher they throw at him to quit). She plays the young teacher who's still too inexperienced for her profession very well. And, with a few exceptions, her performance considerably improves the series.

Kim Chae-won (Kim Ha-neul) is a bright young teacher in her mid 20s, but she still has a hard time adapting to her profession. She accidentally meets young singer and high school senior Choi Kwan-woo (Kim Jae-won), and they instantly form a bond. Of course, they're lying about each other's age: Kwan-woo says he's a college senior, and Chae-won doesn't reveal she's actually a teacher, and considerably older than him. When Kwan-woo is forced to move to Seoul because of a family problem, their lies start to produce consequences. Kwan-woo has to enroll in Chae-won's school, and she'll be one of his teachers!

The setup is familiar, and even if a little controversial, it's well played out. The series thankfully doesn't rely excessively on the typical themes of 'impossible romances.' Parents are kept at a distance until the main characters are developed enough to let us care about them, and it's not until their relationship becomes serious that the usual obstacles are put on their way. The first part of Romance is very good TV: the chemistry between Kim Jae-won and Kim Ha-neul is excellent; the supporting characters, while certainly stereotypical, are fun to watch. Also, with the exception of Kim Hae-sook's predictable typecasting as the troubled ajumma, the parents are actually a little more colorful than expected. Chae-won's mother runs a jeans company, and is a bit of a nut, shouting 'Oh My God' at random and sporting wild haircuts. Her father is obsessed with the formalities of the father-daughter relationship, such as insistence on deferential tone. He will later play a big part in Kwan-woo and Chae-won's future as a couple, and is a well developed character.

What helps the series in its first part is the fact there's very little urgency. The writers feel no need to reveal a major plot development every week, which usually forces viewers to keep tuning in to understand. The drama is introduced slowly, and doesn't completely upstage the comedy, which makes for better viewing. Characterization, at least by TV drama standards, is quite good, although a few missteps along the line don't allow this drama to reach the depths of shows like Ruler of Your Own World. For example, the 'bad girl/guy' character isn't played out like a constant obstacle to the main characters' romance. The writers try to make a case for those characters as well, and most of the time --at least for the first half-- they succeed.

Then, things suddenly change when the series moves 3 years ahead. It's clear they couldn't go anywhere with Chae-won and Kwan-woo anymore, without becoming repetitive. While the focus on secondary characters is understandable given the main couples' forced division, their complete takeover of the show ruins the pace and atmosphere. Kwan-woo's sister (Kim Yoo-mi), and Chae-won's former love affair and soon-to-be husband (Jung Sung-hwan) become centerpiece, and the parents' importance grows exponentially. The relationship between the main characters is updated slowly, every week building to the big finale. In theory, it's good writing, but when acting isn't there, the series is likely to become dull.

Kim Yoo-mi is pretty good, given her character's development and the way her problems come into play. But Jung Sung-hwan is terrible. He's not able to go beyond the same facial expression, no matter how important his reaction is to make the scene compelling. As a result, even if his character is not played out as a caricature, he doesn't allow it to come alive, and hurts the series' middle portion. Also, the constant use of fatalist, ultra-emotive mothers who faint at every sign of difficulty feels out of place for a breezy, lighthearted series like Romance. Kim Hae-sook is a good actress, and has become reliable in portraying this type of character, but she disappoints here.

I admit I liked the rather predictable and quasi cop-out finale, but in light of the final 2-3 episodes leading to it, I can't really say they built it as well as they could. The urgency level was upped by 300% in the series' third act, only to make it more conventional. Romance is a good series, marred by little inconsistencies and a mediocre supporting cast. If you need any reason to watch this show, it's the chemistry between newcomer Kim Jae-won (who's great as Kwan-woo) and Kim Ha-neul. Every time they're together the series improves a few notches, and even if Kim Jae-won understandably shows inexperience -- and Kim Ha-neul still overacts on occasions -- at the end they make this show worth watching. (Review by V. "X" Naldi)

Romance ("Romangseu"). 16 episodes. Written by Bae Yoo-mi. Produced by Lee Dae-young. Starring Kim Jae-won, Kim Ha-neul, Jung Sung-hwan, Kim Yoo-mi, Han Hye-jin, Kim Hae-sook, Hyun Seok, Shim Yang-hong, Park Won-sook, Kim Yong-gun, Ahn Young-hong

*alright then got to go..i dont want to miss this series though

Kingdom Hearts 2

2004-12-12T19:34:00.000+08:00

This is the Characters of Kingdom Hearts 2..waa biler nak keluar nie..erm we have to wait for so long until we can actualy enjoy sit in this living room and play this game..next year..tak sabar nie (click image to enlarge it and visit shun's gallery for more images on kingdom Hearts 2)

Back To The Old Days

2004-12-12T14:33:00.000+08:00

Now here in Cyberjaya..i open back my pack of cd's and then i found my cd's of BoAs..well BoA is one of my favorite Korean singer ever since Alpha year back in Malacca and still her big fan..thanx to Abg Fendi which is my housemate who introduced me with it and burned whole shit loads of her videos and Mp3s..BoA are one of the best entertainer i've ever since..she is very beautiful and so goes to her voice..hehehe..well lots of my sweet memories in malacca are attached to her song..so whenever i heard her song..it some sort of brought me back to that timeline..her first song that catch my ears and heart were titled "No.1", this song have a sentimental value to me..well everything already over between me and "her"..i think she's doing just fine with her new boy..good for her though..anyway i must move on..well this is the lyrics for No.1..

No. 1 - BoA (english ver.)

It's been so long since you were here with me
Since you left me I could I set you free
It's just a game well done myself again
Finally I'm ready to go fast you see

Cause I did some good and I did some bad
I know what we had was true

*You still my NO. 1 you’re the one I'm thinking of
The one I can rely
I guess you know that so different site I love this song
This is all you said and done
You still my NO. 1

The things I said I taken back do you know
It’s not the end Cause now I've taken my stand
And I miss you, and want you back in my life,
Want you back in my life I want you back in my life

Cause I did some good and I did some bad
I know what we had was true

repeat *

I remember the days how we used to laugh
How we used to dance to that song and after all this time I have no regret
You're still my NO. 1

Do Do Do Do .

screenshot from music video, Everyheart

Everyheart is another one of BoA..this song has been used for the ending for an Anime titled Inuyasha..the songs are very very Beautiful..

Everyheart - BoA ( english ver.)

Tell me babe, how many do I shed my tears?
Every HeartEvery Heart is not a gentle yet

Shall I do?I can never say my loneliness
Every Heart doesn't know so what to say oh what to do

I was afraid of darkness cause I felt that I was left alone
So I prayed for help to the distant million stars

Round & round the planets revolve round the sun
And we always seek after love and peace forever more
Growing growing woe baby we can work it out
Look up at the sky every heart is shining all today

Show me now, What kind of smile do I come across
Every heart every heart can take a step towards the dreams

All of us what to take a lasting happiness
Whenever you feel sad, I wanna hold you
& give you a sound sleep

Someday every hearts gonna free and easy
We have peace of mind
Someday all the people find the way to love

Goes & goes the time goes on we are not alone
We live on together and we will find some precious things
Sometime we will smile sometime we will cry somehow
Don't forget believing yourself - Tomorrow's never die

There is the warm heart places on my mind
In my earlist day's there and it's so sweet
There are many stars they have talk with me so kind
They say yes always time's friend of mine so shine

Round & Round the planets revolve round the sun
And we always week after love and peace forever more
Growing growing woe baby we can work it out
Look at the sky every heart is shining all today

Goes & goes the time goes on we are not alone
We live on together and we will find some precious things
Sometime we well smile sometime we will cry somehow
Don't forget believing yourself - Tomorrow's never die

Wah!!!!..got to go now..shower time..hehehe

What's Cookin

2004-12-12T13:34:00.000+08:00

Well here it goes..im a bit lazy of writing everything from the start, about what had happened..so this is munirah's version of what happened...Fritz is me..because she call me by that name..actually both Shun Fujiwara and Fritz are not my real name..hehehe..well most of my friend knew me as Fritz..ehehehe

This is what she wrote "The next day saw me cooking a nice big bowl of vegetable soup, and when Fritz arrived the day after that, he cooked us lunch. A gold star for Fritz! We went marketing early in the afternoon for our planned pengat pisang and some other ingredients for his planned lauks. He was pretty much scatter-brained about what to cook. I asked him to just buy whatever and decide once we're back home.

And ayam masak pedas and ikan cili api oyster sauce serai it is. What do you know? Fritz cooks edible food and looks cute squatting down with a lesung in his hand. So while he cooked the food, I was busy trying to get ready the ingredients for my pengat pisang.. and we discovered that we don't have a sift. Actually we do. But it's freaking small. As usual, improvise. Used something else to perah the santan instead. Squeeze the coconut milk. Uh, some words in bm are better left untouched. When Fritz was done, it was my turn to cook. I didn't really cook actually. I shoved two terung (eggplants) into the microwave, fried some onions, tumbuk some cili and bawang putih, add sugar, vinegar, salt and ta-daahh! Done.

our lovely lunch

Next. We were bored. Fritz went "Do we have much energy left to do the pengat?" Shrugs accompanied his questions and he went on to play his Xenosaga2 while I went back to the kitchen and started cooking our pengat. If you notice, one of the pictures above showed gula melaka as one of the ingredients. I substitued that with gula kabung that was found in the fridge and boy.. It was well worth the switch. So I took a stool, and cooked. Poured the santan, add the sugar, let it boil, add the gula kabung, taste, and I was shocked. How the hell could I have cooked up such a nice kuah pengat at the very first try?? Overjoyed!!! +10 in Happiness! At that moment my friend, nothing on earth could replace the proudness that seeped into the every pore of me. Haha. Horns on my head.

Then, my mom came back. "Smells like something's cooking!" she hollered. She came in, marched to the kitchen, saw me, tasted my pengat, declared that my pengat's too sweet and added water and salt. Arrghh!! Good pengat is supposed to be sweet! But no, she didn't stop there. "Nirah, add the bananas now, kalau tak nanti your santan keluar minyak!", which I did, and she then proceeded to baling dua genggam sagu. "The sagu cepat kembang one-lah.." Warghhhhhhh.. Don't touch my masterpiece la. I know what I'm doing. And it turned out, the sagu was slow to kembang. So there I was worried about the bananas in the pot, takut hancur, and the sagu, was oh so very snail slow. Then she said "Eheh.. Sepatutnya rendam the sagu first." And then..

When she went away, I tambahkan a little bit of gula kabung and voila.. It turned out good. :) *does a jiggy* Fritz said that my pengat tastes like his nenek's. That's a compliment. Old folks usually dish up great great food with authentic ingredients. And now, all the pengat has gone into Fritz's intestines and I. He took 3 - 4 bowls of it, with his last bowl just a few minutes ago, and I took 2 bowls. One yesterday, one today. And it was good."

The meal that i cooked was Ayam Masak Merah , Ikan Steam, and Telur Sambal, u guys also can go and visit to her blog which is under my bloggers list..her link was named as Munirah

Xenosaga : The Tragedy, new game?

2004-12-11T15:39:00.000+08:00

Konbanwa..erm now im in munirah's mom office..well just lepak infront of the computer..hehehe..after this we will be going off to erkk..im not sure whats the name of the place..to buy something for the kitchen..hehehe..

Owh wassup with the title..well it is not a sequel nor prequel of the game Xenasaga..well i just bought new Xenosaga 2 from sungai wang plaza..my friend Sharil called me that day informed me about the existant of this "ciplak" Xenosaga 2 dvd which just come out in sungai wang..well i went there to get a copy but the person incharge of the shop says that the english version of Xenosaga 2 are not suppose to comeout yet..well the one that they sell in shops were not a full version..just to know how the game look like? i bought the game and went back to Munirah's place and try it on my machine..well hahaha..as what the shopper says..the graphics are way "teruk" then the first one..some of the subtitle were deleted..and yeah rite its half english and half japanese...erghh..and today i was playing for a total of 4 ++ hours through the game..and all of my characters already at level 22..and yeah in the middle of boss battle..not actually a boss battle..its mini boss battle..the game stuck..i reset the game..and replay again..thank god there was a save point nearby..and start the battle..bang!!! the game stuck again..waa waa..i guess i just have to wait until the full version came..

Erm i got a phone call from my friend Sharil..hehehe he is so happy..he won the prize for a contest which allow him to go on night with Phua Chu Kang..he is so DAMN lucky..erm im going to post more soon after i went back to my place in Cyber jaya..got lots of interesting things happen here in munirah's place..im going back to Cyberjaya this latest by Sunday..because i need to be there to takecare of the house maintainance..alright then..bye

This is what I am If i were a Cat..

2004-12-09T11:07:00.000+08:00

You are a Siamese! You are fun-loving, playful,
energetic, talkative, and exotic. You are the
center of attention and you love every minute
of it.

What breed of cat are you?
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Beautiful....

2004-12-07T19:50:00.000+08:00

This is an image taken from an upcoming movie, Final Fantasy VII : Advent Children..peace your eyes on the amount of details..owh hey look , "Chocobo Farm"..huhuhuhu..can't wait until this movie is off to the silver screen..(for more images on Advent children please visit Shun's Gallery)

I Walk Through The Emptiness

2004-12-07T14:30:00.000+08:00

This is what i do went im bored..well im still bored..now in cyber..yeah this whole week of emptiness in Cyberia alone let me do a few stuff that i can't do while im not free..which is hahaha download stuff..ok i downloaded a few videos and trailers of upcoming game that im going to play..Final Fantasy 12, Tales Of Symphonia, and Kingdom Hearts 2..damn!!! its good..yeah Sora double weild this time..he is the protagonist for the gamed titled Kingdom Hearts.. well the image up there was from the korean game Magna Carta Crimson Stigma (click image to enlarge it)